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lunargreenx

lunargreenx

21 year old gay boy
Jun 16, 2020
139
Don't want to feel anything for a while.

God, it's disgusting, but the feeling is priceless.

I really want to cry.

Anyone wanna join me?
 
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LastWhisper

LastWhisper

Who cares if I'm drunk?
Oct 29, 2019
223
I'm already did, so I'm with you.
 
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Didymus

Didymus

Clutching at invisible straws
Dec 11, 2018
348
"They say milk gives u strength. Drink three glasses and try moving a wall. You can't. Drink three shots of vodka and it moves all by itself." - Anonymous
 
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lunargreenx

lunargreenx

21 year old gay boy
Jun 16, 2020
139
I am lying in a bathtub with my bottle of vodka. Hiding from those hideous people living in the same house as me.

Listening to Goo Goo Dolls and Joni Mitchel.

What about you?
 
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LastWhisper

LastWhisper

Who cares if I'm drunk?
Oct 29, 2019
223
Drank out my vodka and probably going to sleep now. Take care.
 
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lunargreenx

lunargreenx

21 year old gay boy
Jun 16, 2020
139
Right now, I am wondering if this t
Drank out my vodka and probably going to sleep now. Take care.

Good night. Take care.
I hope the vodka helps with sleep. (In my case, it always does)
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Everclear 190 proof. One, maybe 2 shots and you won't feel a thing :)
 
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Konjac

Konjac

Specialist
Oct 25, 2020
301
Wish I could join you, man. Vodka's magic stuff, works better than sleeping pills imo.

Take care and try to stay hydrated, hangovers suck.
 
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Didymus

Didymus

Clutching at invisible straws
Dec 11, 2018
348
Buying the cheapest vodka still does the magic. No need to buy the expensive ones.
 
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Abir_london

Abir_london

Experienced
Jun 15, 2020
208
Don't want to feel anything for a while.

God, it's disgusting, but the feeling is priceless.

I really want to cry.

Anyone wanna join me?
I'll join you,I'm here if you wanna talk
 
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lunargreenx

lunargreenx

21 year old gay boy
Jun 16, 2020
139
Wish I could join you, man. Vodka's magic stuff, works better than sleeping pills imo.

Take care and try to stay hydrated, hangovers suck.

I am so depressed that actually hangovers don't suck. Why? Because puking all day and headache is no match for my suicidal thoughts.

I would rather be physically ill for the rest of my life, then to deal with the everyday horror of waking up and being dissapointed. This is not life. This is suffering.
I'll join you,I'm here if you wanna talk

I am sorry, I would want to talk, if I would have my senses in proper condition.

Right now I am just dozing off.

See you tomorrow.
 
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mikenoir

To cheer upon death: to see life as more beautiful
Nov 3, 2020
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Vault of Memories

Vault of Memories

A temporary being in a temporary world
Mar 24, 2020
255
I am lying in a bathtub with my bottle of vodka. Hiding from those hideous people living in the same house as me.

Listening to Goo Goo Dolls and Joni Mitchel.

What about you?
I love Joni!
 
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SmellyRat

SmellyRat

Arcanist
Nov 5, 2018
479
Cheers:heart:
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Ah I've spent many a day toasted on cheap vodka. These days I've mostly been sticking to the beer.
 
Ramirez

Ramirez

Criminally insane
Jun 10, 2019
396
Im right there with you as well. and I got soo much more...
 

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