Luke

Luke

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Apr 11, 2018
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Well, both the timeframe and the methods have changed. So this is gonna be my suicide thread.

It's now Sunday 01.30

Method is going to be SN + hanging.

I'm sleeping now so tomorrow I'll have to buy SN and lots of alcohol to suppress the lizard brain.

I'll try to stream it live because we don't have any SN videos.
 
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shadow11

Wizard
Jul 31, 2018
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Well, both the timeframe and the methods have changed. So this is gonna be my suicide thread.

It's now Sunday 01.30

Method is going to be SN + hanging.

I'm sleeping now so tomorrow I'll have to buy SN and lots of alcohol to suppress the lizard brain.

I'll try to stream it live because we don't have any SN videos.
Is the loudwolf sn the real deal
 
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borntooslow

borntooslow

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Jun 29, 2018
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I'll try to stream it live because we don't have any SN videos.

When? Sorry for this question, but sn is my main method, and hanging is backup (carbon monoxide was main, but I failed the exam for getting driver license), and I would like to see how will it be..
 
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I want to end it

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Apr 29, 2018
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I'll try to stream it live because we don't have any SN videos.
That is an interesting idea. When will you be doing this?
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

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Jun 28, 2018
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When? Sorry for this question, but sn is my main method, and hanging is backup (carbon monoxide was main, but I failed the exam for getting driver license), and I would like to see how will it be..
It wouldn't be a good case study for the sn method
 
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Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
Times are CEST/GMT

Male, 74kg, healthy.
Age : 37
Method : sodium nitrite 25g

Medical records : everything between normal ranges, GGT slightly elevated due to past alcohol abuse 140. Dropping to 72, currently normal at 45.

Subject slightly disturbed.

Medical conditions : bipolar 2, chronic depression.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

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Jun 28, 2018
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Times are CEST/GMT

Male, 74kg, healthy.

Method : sodium nitrite 25g

sn is my back up plan I'm 5' 9" 190lbs and 25g's is exactly what I was thinking for myself as well
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Safe travels
 
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6477244ts5

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Jun 13, 2018
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I'll try to stream it live because we don't have any SN videos.

I'd advise against this. While the intention is noble it's an unneeded risk and complication. It's hard enough to CTB without adding complications. If you have no other choice than to go you owe it to yourself to minimize risk.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
I weigh 105 lbs female how much sn would I need
The PPH first said 10 then upped it to 15 a couple of months ago and wrote about a case study that went really well with that amount. But what they don't tell you is that that 1 case study was probably somebody very old, very weak, and an inch away from dying naturally. Now I'm thinking I should use 30

I've been waiting for someone to post a July and / or August PPEH update hoping to get more info on the sn method especially how much to use.
 
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Lady Lunafreya

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Jul 30, 2018
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While it would be a noble thing to stream it, think of your safety first. Use a VPN, Tor browser and other methods to protect yourself.
 
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Definitelyworried

Definitelyworried

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Jun 19, 2018
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Well, both the timeframe and the methods have changed. So this is gonna be my suicide thread.

It's now Sunday 01.30

Method is going to be SN + hanging.

I'm sleeping now so tomorrow I'll have to buy SN and lots of alcohol to suppress the lizard brain.

I'll try to stream it live because we don't have any SN videos.
Wouldn't you need antiemetics? And wouldn't the alcohol disrupt the SN?
 
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VX1

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It's amazingly cheap. I've just checked my go-to chem site and 250g is £5.95
So assume 20g per dose, at 29p
Death cheaper than an apple.
 
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Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
Time 1155

Woke up had a panic attack which is over now so leaving to buy the SN.
 
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Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
It wouldn't be a good case study for the sn method

I'm sorry but why not? Well not a case study obviously but I'm not sure how to contribute better. Please let me know if you have anything on your mind that I should do. The goal here is to provide information.
 
Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
U might puke it it might not work cause of that, right?
I don't know too much about this method.

Yes it's possible. But please note that people have trouble obtaining those.

That's why it's a pure SN method.

If I puke we'll know those are needed or not and I'll just do it again with them.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
Will you be letting us know where the stream will be played?
 
Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
Will you be letting us know where the stream will be played?

Sure. That would be the whole point. Currently I'm trying to find SN in shops in the city.

They carry it but it's pre mixed with other stuff that's used to cure meat.
 
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Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
When? Sorry for this question, but sn is my main method, and hanging is backup (carbon monoxide was main, but I failed the exam for getting driver license), and I would like to see how will it be..

I switched to SN only because I am really scared of hanging and yet another hanging is useless anyway.
 
GodKnows

GodKnows

What lies ahead
Jun 28, 2018
119
How much water will you use with 25g of SN? 50ml?
 
Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
How much water will you use with 25g of SN? 50ml?

I'll try to minimize the amount to swallow so that's reasonable.

The problem is that there is no pure SN anywhere just various pre-made substances as I was told.

It's Sunday though so I had limited options. The " lab supplies stores" are closed.

Now I don't know what to do. Tomorrow seems too far away.
 
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Justanotherconsumer

Paragon
Jul 9, 2018
974
Sure. That would be the whole point. Currently I'm trying to find SN in shops in the city.

They carry it but it's pre mixed with other stuff that's used to cure meat.
Sure. That would be the whole point. Currently I'm trying to find SN in shops in the city.

They carry it but it's pre mixed with other stuff that's
Sure. That would be the whole point. Currently I'm trying to find SN in shops in the city.

They carry it but it's pre mixed with other stuff that's used to cure meat.
I'll try to minimize the amount to swallow so that's reasonable.

The problem is that there is no pure SN anywhere just various pre-made substances as I was told.

It's Sunday though so I had limited options. The " lab supplies stores" are closed.

Now I don't know what to do. Tomorrow seems too far away.

Whats the rush?
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
I'm sorry but why not? Well not a case study obviously but I'm not sure how to contribute better. Please let me know if you have anything on your mind that I should do. The goal here is to provide information.
It wouldn't be a good case study for sn by itself if your going to do a double method that's all.
 
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