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Chalken

Chalken

Decaying
Nov 20, 2018
214
Is anyone else completely and utterly bored with everything? I know that anhedonia is a symptom of depression, but man... Video games, TV shows, anime, movies, novels. Boring. Nothing but pointless filler to distract yourself from reality. Everything that I used to love doing feels like a chore now and I spend my days lying in bed with music on my headphones to drown out the noise in my head. My time is running out.
 
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JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991
I'm the same way. I'm just biding my time. I don't enjoy anything anymore.
 
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suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
I feel you.
I know that anhedonia is a symptom of depression
That's how the big majority of people try to make it look like, in order to protect their illusions. It's not a matter of 'depression', it's reality.
 
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Bebophunny

Bebophunny

The only thing I'll miss is whiskey.
May 20, 2019
13
Done trying to convince myself that it's going to change. Reality is disappointing no mater how many distractions you have.
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
People keep telling me to do what I enjoy find a job I enjoy...what if I enjoy nothing now.
 
Bebophunny

Bebophunny

The only thing I'll miss is whiskey.
May 20, 2019
13
People keep telling me to do what I enjoy find a job I enjoy...what if I enjoy nothing now.
I think it becomes more about what brings you peace, whatever that may be. Keeping you in my thoughts sweetie <3
 
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WOODESITY

WOODESITY

Experienced
Mar 15, 2019
217
nothing brings enjoyment, I've tried watching anime but didn't last more than day, I see entertainment and activities as tool to distract myself from facing reality but it's just matter of time, it's all meaningless and it'll always be. It's just too fucking hard to be with my thoughts thinking about whole this fucked up life and facing reality, So I guess I'll keep trying distracting myself until I find and plan suicide without traumatizing and hurting others
 
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