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MrBigSad

MrBigSad

Experienced
Sep 30, 2020
254
I think I'm going for it. Tonight. There's no one who cares. There's nothing that matters.

Tonight I let myself go.

Tonight I surrender.
The kingdom come, thine will be done.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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I'm sorry to hear that no one cares and nothing matters. I'm sending you my caring and compassion.

Aside from that, I'm wondering if you've researched and planned the method, and whether you've considered the outcomes if you don't die, like hospitalization, psych hospitalization, scars, etc.
 
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MrBigSad

MrBigSad

Experienced
Sep 30, 2020
254
No research needed.a blade accross the neck is a sure method. I won't get hospitalized again.

I've failed everything in life.

This time I'll do it right
You might be the last ever person I talk to
I appreciate your company
Wait I can't go yet. I have substances to deal
I cut too soon. But I'll live. I think. I can't doe. Yet people depend on me for hallucinogens
 
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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
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A blade across the neck is not necessarily going to be a sure thing, and it could be really bad for you if things started to go wrong.

It is rare for someone to survive a major suicidal cut throat injury, but it does happen when done haphazardly.

Are you are talking about doing a slaughter house kill style taking a knife and deeply cutting across your neck?
 
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MrBigSad

MrBigSad

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Sep 30, 2020
254
A blade across the neck is not necessarily going to be a sure thing, and it could be really bad for you if things started to go wrong.

It is rare for someone to survive a major suicidal cut throat injury, but it does happen when done haphazardly.

Are you are talking about doing a slaughter house kill style taking a knife and deeply cutting across your neck?

I got like half way there then I still remembered. For the first time in my life people depend on me.

So I'm bleeding a lot but I'll live. I have to grow cacti
 
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AJ95

AJ95

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Sep 3, 2020
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I got like half way there then I still remembered. For the first time in my life people depend on me.

So I'm bleeding a lot but I'll live. I have to grow cacti
Yeah I was going to say, suicide by cutting is very rarely fatal
 
MrBigSad

MrBigSad

Experienced
Sep 30, 2020
254
It is if you do it right. But like all things I half assed it
Glad I half assed it though. I got things to do. Can't leave lose ends when you crb
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,726
Tonight I surrender.
The kingdom come, thine will be done
This time I'll do it right
You might be the last ever person I talk to
I appreciate your company
Wait I can't go yet. I have substances to deal
I cut too soon. But I'll live. I think. I can't doe. Yet people depend on me for hallucinogens
got like half way there then I still remembered. For the first time in my life people depend on me.

So I'm bleeding a lot but I'll live. I have to grow cacti



 
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2Headpats4You

Member
Oct 10, 2020
17
Half of the blood needs to be lost to die from it which is hard to accomplish.
You can still die as long as you're alone for enough time. A month is more than enough.
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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You always give me a thumbs up on my posts, I need you too.
 
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