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sa666

sa666

End of the line
Oct 29, 2023
29
I have a small collection of blades in my room, obviously I cut myself. The reason I bring this up is because my preferred method of CTB would be slitting my wrists. I was wondering though, how would one go about sharpening razor blades? I'd rather not have to recut open wounds.

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Don't you ever think about stabbing yourself. While you're washing the dishes or passing by a particular knife in the kitchen. That niggling thought in the back of your head, the thought of a blade slipping past the dermis of your skin and penetrating your abdominal cavity? I always think about gutting myself. Sliding a real sharp knife across my belly. Have you ever seen how the intestines pop out once the layer of muscle protecting them is opened? I think it's beautiful, the fragility of your organs all being held together by a measly layer of tissue. How weak they are to sharp objects, and how weak I am to the temptation of pain. I do wonder how long it would take me to die if I gut myself.
 
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Im in and out
Jan 20, 2023
4
I 100% relate to that. I have those thoughts all the time, I just can't seem to do it
 
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Nx7

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Oct 28, 2023
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If you indeed wanna do it: sashimi knifes are the best for that. But the pain will be unbearable and you gotta know the right spots to do it
 
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sa666

End of the line
Oct 29, 2023
29
I figure the pain will be bad, where does one even purchase sashimi knifes
 
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Nx7

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Oct 28, 2023
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I figure the pain will be bad, where does one even purchase sashimi knifes
That's the real question. I would just go to a japanese restaurant and ask them. Create a story about how I am so interested in learning to cut the best sushi and that would be it
 
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End of the line
Oct 29, 2023
29
keke I'd rather die then interact with people lol
I'll probably end up looking on Amazon or just sharpening a knife till it's usable for that
 

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