Birthday

[ama]

Today was my bday. Im now 39 yrs old. Fuck i never thought id see this age. Having felt a little more optimistic these last few days, i was once again reminded today as to why i wanna ctb. Not one person in my family remembered until i said something and then i just got group chat "happy bdays!"
I dont have any friends and there really isnt anyone who would be too hurt with me being gone since im not thought about while being alive.
I dont see myself making it to 40. There is nothing beyond that for me. Sorry everyone, this is not meant as a sob story. Just have to vent.

 

[Unattainable666]

Ama - Sounds as if you are having a tough time. I just wanted to with you a Happy Birthday. Do something nice for yourself!!

 

[ama]

Ama - Sounds as if you are having a tough time. I just wanted to with you a Happy Birthday. Do something nice for yourself!!

I ate ice cream, watched new girl, and took my night meds so i can go to sleep. I appreciate the bday love.

 

[EternalShore]

I'm sorry :( I wish it went better for you~ Have a nice sleep!

 

[The Burning Fool]

Happy birthday, dear ama! You deserve the best, each and every day.

 

[Unattainable666]

I ate ice cream, watched new girl, and took my night meds so i can go to sleep. I appreciate the bday love.

It sounds as if you did do something nice for yourself. I'm so glad! SLeep tight!

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm not even surprised that those people are acting in such a way, I just don't believe that other people can be relied on, most people are too self centred to ever care. But anyway best wishes.

 

[Touhou]

Happy birthday, Ama!