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DeathWish3301

DeathWish3301

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May 15, 2024
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A few users, at least, saw a recent thread created by Observer18, about a SN welfare check in the United States.

They got called out on the details making no sense, along with having no proof it happened, despite claiming they did.

Funny enough, they deleted the thread after being faced with minor scrutiny by several users.

This was a very obvious, poor attempt at dissuading users from ordering SN.

Friendly reminder that this is the Internet. People lie all the time, don't believe everything you see.

You can be kind, polite, and sensitive while also asking for proof, evidence and verification. Use critical thinking and skepticism.

Thanks for coming to my TED Talk.
 
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depressedinsomniac

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part of me wonders about that post...they even had posts showing they had recently ordered sn...so troubling if that was just some crazy mind game
 
cme-dme

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Too many people have nothing better to do than mess with people on a forum with people who have already had everything taken from them >.<
 
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DeathWish3301

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part of me wonders about that post...they even had posts showing they had recently ordered sn...so troubling if that was just some crazy mind game
It's called the "long-con", establish credibility to make the story more believable. Again, without evidence, posts should be heavily scrutinized.

This would go for me, as well, I am no exception. I'm a dude on the internet.

If I went to the effort of making a welfare check thread on here, I'd expect users to question my story and expect me to provide proof.
Too many people have nothing better to do than mess with people on a forum with people who have already had everything taken from them >.<
True.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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I don't know if that post, specifically, was a bogus, anti-choicers attempt to dissuade people from buying SN, but I do believe that anti-choicers, in general, now permeate this forum in very large numbers.
 
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DeathWish3301

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I don't know if that post, specifically, was a bogus, anti-choicers attempt to dissuade people from buying SN, but I do believe that anti-choicers, in general, now permeate this forum in very large numbers.
I personally think that post was, for a multitude of reasons. But, yeah, I agree that there are a lot of anti-choice, bad actors among us.

Frankly, I'd actually have respect for them if they came on here wanting to have actually discourse and discussion about suicide.

Instead of being fear mongering liars.
 
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well the account is gone so im pretty sure it was just trolling...ugh
 
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DeathWish3301

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well the account is gone so im pretty sure it was just trolling...ugh
Taking out the trash, at least. 😎

This was one of the reasons I made this post:

While myself and several others asked for proof, there were several who just bought the story, right away.
 
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dyingslowly

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A few users, at least, saw a recent thread created by Observer18, about a SN welfare check in the United States.

They got called out on the details making no sense, along with having no proof it happened, despite claiming they did.

Funny enough, they deleted the thread after being faced with minor scrutiny by several users.

This was a very obvious, poor attempt at dissuading users from ordering SN.

Friendly reminder that this is the Internet. People lie all the time, don't believe everything you see.

You can be kind, polite, and sensitive while also asking for proof, evidence and verification. Use critical thinking and skepticism.

Thanks for coming to my TED Talk.
Yes, I don't know what fetish these pro-lifers have maybe working against this forum makes them feel like a white knight or a super hero saving the day lol, thanks for the heads up
 
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Agreed. That thread raised red flags from the start, and you're right—scrutiny didn't even need to be harsh for it to fold. I've got a running mental list of accounts that operate this way. There are more than a few.

And frankly, if someone's going to make claims that directly impact harm reduction info or people's sense of safety, they should expect to be questioned.

Appreciate you saying it plainly.
 
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Droso

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Honestly? Those posts definitely scared me, so they have gotten through to some people. It sucks because now I feel as if I cannot trust ordering SN. But I'm still desperate enough to do it. I'm just going wait until I can move into my dorm and out of the house. I'll probably set up a PO Box as well as an extra measure. Someone on here helped me find a US source, so no dealing with customs.

The true members of SaSu need to keep making these call-out posts. It will help people stay calm and rational, rather than throw away a very good method from their roster. So thanks for this post.
 
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DeathWish3301

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Honestly? Those posts definitely scared me, so they have gotten through to some people. It sucks because now I feel as if I cannot trust ordering SN. But I'm still desperate enough to do it. I'm just going wait until I can move into my dorm and out of the house. I'll probably set up a PO Box as well as an extra measure. Someone on here helped me find a US source, so no dealing with customs.

The true members of SaSu need to keep making these call-out posts. It will help people stay calm and rational, rather than throw away a very good method from their roster. So thanks for this post.
That's the whole point, these posts are just to scare people from ordering SN.

More users need to be calling out posts, not just welfare checks, to verify there is truth to them. I can't be the only one doing it.

Thanks for commenting on the thread.
 
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Subhumano

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Im pro death :sunglasses:
 
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ma0

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There's definitely been an uptick in "probes" as I like to call them. I've seen an influx of new users all asking the same questions.

Maybe it's just me being paranoid though.
 
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Pale_Rider

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Apr 21, 2025
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A few users, at least, saw a recent thread created by Observer18, about a SN welfare check in the United States.

They got called out on the details making no sense, along with having no proof it happened, despite claiming they did.

Funny enough, they deleted the thread after being faced with minor scrutiny by several users.

This was a very obvious, poor attempt at dissuading users from ordering SN.

Friendly reminder that this is the Internet. People lie all the time, don't believe everything you see.

You can be kind, polite, and sensitive while also asking for proof, evidence and verification. Use critical thinking and skepticism.

Thanks for coming to my TED Talk.
Observer18 about as obvious as it gets. :pfff:
So now Im wondering about SN on amazon? Is the statement that's its all fake then true? I think they said they banned it there also, but Im confused about whats real, and whats not. Im not getting it from there nonetheless. to dangerous for sure.
 
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DeathWish3301

DeathWish3301

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May 15, 2024
124
Im pro death :sunglasses:
I'm pro-choice but I feel you. I've had my SN for over a month now, I just can't check out at this moment, unfortunately.
There's definitely been an uptick in "probes" as I like to call them. I've seen an influx of new users all asking the same questions.

Maybe it's just me being paranoid though.
You're not being paranoid, nor I am. It's just pattern recognition.
Observer18 about as obvious as it gets. :pfff:
So now Im wondering about SN on amazon? Is the statement that's its all fake then true? I think they said they banned it there also, but Im confused about whats real, and whats not. Im not getting it from there nonetheless. to dangerous for sure.
From my understanding, it's still sold on Amazon, but only to verified businesses. I could be wrong, though.
 
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I'm pro-choice but I feel you. I've had my SN for over a month now, I just can't check out at this moment, unfortunately.

You're not being paranoid, nor I am. It's just pattern recognition.

From my understanding, it's still sold on Amazon, but only to verified businesses. I could be wrong, though.
Yeah I think I seen that, but I also looked, and they have 99% SN. Somebody said they didnt, or that it was fake. So im thinking more misinformation? IDk Im not risking an amazon buy anyway. Just weird how they do things. Little fake facts here, and there.
 
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Confusedsoul12345

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Jan 29, 2025
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Not sure about what today's post was but when this forum was flooded with well fare checks post I panicked and there away the SN I had just ordered last month.


I was not planning on using that SN anytime soon and even I was not convinced about using SN due to it not being painless or guaranteed method but after throwing away SN I realized I even thought I was not planning on using that SN just having that SN was giving me a peace of mind which is gone now and unfortunately I don't even have courage of ordering it again.
 
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ToANewWorld

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You are telling me there are people so bored as to spend their time creating fake threads in this forum like if they were running a psychological operation?

Privilage is invisible to those that have it.
 
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DeathWish3301

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May 15, 2024
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Not sure about what today's post was but when this forum was flooded with well fare checks post I panicked and there away the SN I had just ordered last month.


I was not planning on using that SN anytime soon and even I was not convinced about using SN due to it not being painless or guaranteed method but after throwing away SN I realized I even thought I was not planning on using that SN just having that SN was giving me a peace of mind which is gone now and unfortunately I don't even have courage of ordering it again.
That's the exactly the goal, make you afraid to order it.

I'm not saying a welfare check for SN has never happened; not at all. But if you're going to make voluntary claims and post them, you should have proof. Users need to be calling it out.
You are telling me there are people so bored as to spend their time creating fake threads in this forum like if they were running a psychological operation?

Privilage is invisible to those that have it.
 

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That's the exactly the goal, make you afraid to order it.

I'm not saying a welfare check for SN has never happened; not at all. But if you're going to make voluntary claims and post them, you should have proof. Users need to be calling it out.
I agree.I don't even live in UK it is just that I panicked reading all the posts and threw away my SN because I don't have any prior experience with cops.I obviously not advising other people who have SN to throw it away.I was just stating my experience with these posts
 
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Observer13

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Mar 4, 2025
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I understand where @deathwish is coming from, but I swear I'm not lying. I only posted because it shocked me that I got one because I hadn't seen a case for the U.S.

In addition, upon more research I saw that there was a recent regulation in my state regarding SN. Therefore, I took my post down due to its uniqueness.
 
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Pale_Rider

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I understand where @deathwish is coming from, but I swear I'm not lying. I only posted because it shocked me that I got one because I hadn't seen a case for the U.S.

In addition, upon more research I saw that there was a recent regulation in my state regarding SN. Therefore, I took my post down due to its uniqueness.
uniqueness.?
 
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wow I missed that post but thank you for sharing this. not stunned at all, more annoyed at the thought.
 
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I don't know what happened in the old deleted thread, but after looking through @Observer13's post history, they just seem like someone who's into the spiritual and paranormal sciences.

My reason for CTB isn't due to depression, but stems from years of research of spiritual sciences and my own OBE/NDE's. I don't feel the need to live in a vessel that has biological desires designed to keep us in a cycle of birth and death

Make of this what you will. I haven't seen the original thread, so I don't know how suspicious any of this actually is.
 
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Observer13

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I don't know what happened in the old deleted thread, but after looking through @Observer13's post history, they just seem like someone who's into the spiritual and paranormal sciences.



Make of this what you will. I haven't seen the original thread, so I don't know how suspicious any of this actually is.
Yes, I am interested in these studies/experiences, but I have also been in the ICU after my failed attempt. I just want to clear myself of the allegations of falsifying my visit.
 
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as a new user, seeing like 10 posts about sn welfare checks on the feed definitely was weird. it was making me anxious even though i wasn't even looking for ways to get SN, like, "could the cops seriously knock on your door for just for ordering it?". i'm glad it's mostly a psyop and not as big of a deal as the posts are making it out to be. a part of me worries the cops will try to crack down on suicide methods more than they already have
 
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as a new user, seeing like 10 posts about sn welfare checks on the feed definitely was weird. it was making me anxious even though i wasn't even looking for ways to get SN, like, "could the cops seriously knock on your door for just for ordering it?". i'm glad it's mostly a psyop and not as big of a deal as the posts are making it out to be. a part of me worries the cops will try to crack down on suicide methods more than they already have
Definitely had me really nervous too.
 
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Forever Sleep

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I don't doubt that there are pro-lifers here as well as journalists and law enforcement. However, I don't see why people should be pressured into providing proof of welfare checks. How could they provide sufficient proof without running the risk of doxing themselves?

I certainly wouldn't have provided proof with the IC SN checks years back. I wouldn't have had any- come to think of it... 'Excuse me officer, my internet pals are never going to believe this! Would you help me out and pose for a selfie please?' It's frightening to get a welfare check. The last thing on your mind is collecting evidence to prove it was true to people here.

That's not to say you might not be right but I've seen some pretty aggressive posts towards reported checks. I just feel bad for them- if they are genuine. This may be the only place they can talk about them. They may not wish to let family and friends know. To come here and be scrutinized or called out for lieing has to feel awful. Maybe the reason that poster deleted their post because they were tired of all the questions and doubts.

Is it my understanding you think all the recent reported DMC checks are fake? (Mostly coming from the UK.) Have you bought from them? I suppose a part of me is just waiting for the prominant naysayers to get a check. What proof would you provide that your claim was legitimate?

Really though- if any of the checks are real- I think it's a good fore warning to people. I was actually grateful that my check didn't come out the blue. So many people had reported them by then, I was prepared more or less in what I intended to say.

Really- buying SN from anyone now does run the risk. It's not to say a check is inevitable but, it is possible. It seems naive not to consider the possibility. It's becoming a greater known substance in the use of suicide. Of course countries worldwide will be doing more to crack down on it.

Plus, reports may sound odd. Not all checks run the same way. Some people had their doors kicked in for the IC checks! My check was more cilvil thankfully. For those checks, the officers were very ill informed. Claiming it was a kit I'd bought. Claiming an anonymous person had called it in- when they were triggered by the arrest of Kenneth Law. They kept on getting it confused with NitrAte. One other reason a report may sound odd could be because the officers are ill informed and the whole thing becomes very confused.

While I agree we should be vigilant of people pretending to be something they're not for their own agenda, I think it's more important to be a supportive community here. So, I agree. If we do have doubts, I think we need to present them in a kind way while still being supportive.
I understand where @deathwish is coming from, but I swear I'm not lying. I only posted because it shocked me that I got one because I hadn't seen a case for the U.S.

In addition, upon more research I saw that there was a recent regulation in my state regarding SN. Therefore, I took my post down due to its uniqueness.

For what it's worth, I believe you. While I also see the need to be vigilant on the internet and that some people post false information for their own agenda, I also find it weird how forcefully people here defend SN. So much so that they attack users who post about failed attempts and welfair checks. Possibly some are fake but surely, some are true. The IC SN checks were real- I had one! Why is it so impossible it wouldn't be happening again?

The more useful thing is surely to work out what the commonalities are between the people who have had checks? If DMC are still operating, then it's different to IC. It's not because he's been arrested presumably. However, didn't these checks begin when the site went down or changed? Maybe that's something to do with it. Is it the postal service flagging packages? Is it the payment method? By knowing that information, members can predict better the likelihood of getting a check themselves.

Also, surely it's worth considering the possibility of a check when ordering SN. It is possible I imagine for anyone. It's a substance authorities are becoming more aware of.

I suspect that attacking members for posting their experiences will put some people off reporting them. Which will mean if/ when the checks (possibly) increase to more people being affected- it will come as a shock. Personally, I'd prefer to hear the rumblings they were starting to happen but, each to their own.
 
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