Venting Best option too tired to do it

[usernameforss]

Perfect timing for me to ctb coming up, but I don't have the method I want. And I'm pissed. I know some people don't care as long as whatever it is gets the job done. But I do care. I want minimal pain. And I want to know it will work. And I had all these plans… but they all got trashed. I have disabilities that limit what I can access and put together on my own. I do know something bads going to happen, if I stay trapped here.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly so inhumane how we are denied the right to reliably exit this world in peace without risks and complications, it disgusts me how suicide is purposely made so difficult even know we exist in this hellish reality where there's unlimited potential to suffer. Feeling trapped in this dreadful existence certainly is such a horrific, undeserved punishment so I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.