Mayfly

Mayfly

Dorkmaxxing
Feb 17, 2023
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hey im in wa state too and im in a similar position. Do you ever worry that the people at the gun store will be unwilling to sell you ammo? Im pretty anxious and i come off as suspicious and shifty when i am. I'm terrified they would do a wellness check or something on me and my family would find out. I want to go to sportsmans warehouse after work one of these days but im scared someone would know me from work and everyone would think im gonna shoot them?

idk probably just paranoid.

YES this is one of my greatest fears… I get pretty stuttery easily and I'm sure they'd be able to see past my facade lol… I love our state, but the gun-buying process seems so anxiety-inducing here
My hope is that they wouldn't since we're adults? I don't know what the privacy regulations are in regards to gun-purchasing, but one can hope lol…
I've no mental illness of my record, so I think it should be okay? So long as you say it's for home defense or something lol I'm not even sure if they'd ask Maybe we're both overthinking it
 
theneverending

theneverending

Member
Oct 27, 2024
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Been viewing pictures of people who went out the same way and it just kind of sucks — I want to be successful (of course) but leaving behind that huge mess for someone to find doesn't feel fair lol… I know "I won't be around to care," but is there any way to minimize the aftermath? I don't know, maybe I'm asking too much
Not really, my best advice would be to do it in a remote location, like a forest or something, so that your family members won't see it
 
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Mayfly

Mayfly

Dorkmaxxing
Feb 17, 2023
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Not really, my best advice would be to do it in a remote location, like a forest or something, so that your family members won't see it
Ah that's fair lol I guess death isn't very pretty (physically) regardless of method... Thank you
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I've done my research. And quite frankly, discussions like this only serves to put doubt into someone. Only someone who doesn't know about guns or shooting would be taken in by something like this. This is just a stalling tactic that I won't fall for. I'm not trying to pick a fight, but I've chosen my method and helped out the OP with the best advice I can give them. It will be up to the OP to do their research and choose the best method. I'll leave the biology lessons and not-well-thought-out method discussions to some of the posters on this site.

I wish luck to the OP. I'm done with this discussion.
Ur right . It might be my si or the brainwashing that's been put into me .I need to kill myself asap and I made many excuses not to , to stall to do it later. I need to do it soon and the risks if any are tiny . I haven't been able to kill myself but logically I need to kill myself by a trillion trillion times.

Literally for at least 10 years every time I rationally logically thought about my situations I see that I need to kill myself asap but I haven't been able to do it yet . I need to.

If anybody is even reading this they might think I'm insane really kill myself asap asap asap by trillion trillion times. Yes really I'm not insane life can get that bad
 
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Marco77

Marco77

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Aug 18, 2024
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I've done my research. And quite frankly, discussions like this only serves to put doubt into someone. Only someone who doesn't know about guns or shooting would be taken in by something like this. This is just a stalling tactic that I won't fall for. I'm not trying to pick a fight, but I've chosen my method and helped out the OP with the best advice I can give them. It will be up to the OP to do their research and choose the best method. I'll leave the biology lessons and not-well-thought-out method discussions to some of the posters on this site.

I wish luck to the OP. I'm done with this discussion.
It seems sufficient to shoot towards the soft palate to hit the brainstem. No?
 

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