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swimmer

Swimmer
Mar 2, 2023
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Benzos
Do I get these from online pharmacy at all or best dark web? I have no current means dark web

Also re overdose amytriptaline - how long does death take with 5g of stuff - as this may be preferable to SN.

Lastly SN. How reliable is it? Is there a test for it? I got some sent without ID.
 
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Gonnerr

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Mar 12, 2023
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You need a prescription for benzos , usually you go to any doctor and say you are having panic attack, a lot of anxiety and have trouble sleeping.

I think SN is reliable , we had some people who were successful here , some failed.
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
PPH recommends 8-10g amitriptyline now. It isn't a fast method, think you would need 12 hours minimum, preferably 24 hours
 
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swimmer

Swimmer
Mar 2, 2023
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PPH recommends 8-10g amitriptyline now. It isn't a fast method, think you would need 12 hours minimum, preferably 24 hours
Do you have any idea of how I get hold of Fentanyl? I can't get onto dark web!
 
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DerOesi

Killed by Psychiatry
Mar 21, 2023
26
Do you have any idea of how I get hold of Fentanyl? I can't get onto dark web!
Benzos
Do I get these from online pharmacy at all or best dark web? I have no current means dark web

Also re overdose amytriptaline - how long does death take with 5g of stuff - as this may be preferable to SN.

Lastly SN. How reliable is it? Is there a test for it? I got some sent without ID.
i never heard of overdosing on amitriptyline. Sounds very painful…
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Do you have any idea of how I get hold of Fentanyl? I can't get onto dark web!
The only way to find fentanyl now is to buy some other drug that it's cut with fent, e.g. heroin, pressed oxys but you'll have no idea how much fent is in them.

Better idea is to buy drugs that have similar or greater potency than fent, e.g. nitazenes from DW. That's what I'm planning.
 
Werewolf

Werewolf

Without shelter
May 12, 2020
114
I don't know where you're located but over here it's all over the streets, no need to bother with dw and such. I would not recommend benzos though.
Even with the potent ones It will take absurd amounts even with alcohol best case scenario you pass out, worst case enter zombie-mode and do something really crazy and end up in jail or the hospital.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
PPH recommends 8-10g amitriptyline now. It isn't a fast method, think you would need 12 hours minimum, preferably 24 hours
Aren't the side effects awful? I guess benzos will help with thst
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Aren't the side effects awful? I guess benzos will help with thst
Yes it's not recommended to do amitriptyline on it's own. Benzos needed to make it peaceful.

Someone on here did ami with a massive dose of proporanol and said it was peaceful.
 
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downndone2

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Jan 23, 2022
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Yes it's not recommended to do amitriptyline on it's own. Benzos needed to make it peaceful.

Someone on here did ami with a massive dose of proporanol and said it was peaceful.
Good luck and peace whatever you decide. Propanolol isn't benzo, can you get it?
 
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Kattt

Banned
May 18, 2021
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Benzos
Do I get these from online pharmacy at all or best dark web? I have no current means dark web

Also re overdose amytriptaline - how long does death take with 5g of stuff - as this may be preferable to SN.

Lastly SN. How reliable is it? Is there a test for it? I got some sent without ID.
I rate this method, providing you follow the instructions to the letter and don't get rescued.
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Good luck and peace whatever you decide. Propanolol isn't benzo, can you get it?
I'm not doing the ami cocktail, I'm thinking about RC opioid/benzo mix. But I could get propranolol if I needed it, I work in a pharmacy.
 
Werewolf

Werewolf

Without shelter
May 12, 2020
114
I'm not doing the ami cocktail, I'm thinking about RC opioid/benzo mix. But I could get propranolol if I needed it, I work in a pharmacy.

Why would you need rc stuff if you work in a pharmacy?
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
Why would you need rc stuff if you work in a pharmacy?
Anything that would be good to ctb with is kept under lock and key and a with a running balance register. They would notice if anything went 'missing'.
 
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swimmer

Swimmer
Mar 2, 2023
40
I'm not doing the ami cocktail, I'm thinking about RC opioid/benzo mix. But I could get propranolol if I needed it, I work in a pharmacy.
R u based in UK?
The only way to find fentanyl now is to buy some other drug that it's cut with fent, e.g. heroin, pressed oxys but you'll have no idea how much fent is in them.

Better idea is to buy drugs that have similar or greater potency than fent, e.g. nitazenes from DW. That's what I'm planning.
Where are you getting N? I can't find a source….
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
R u based in UK?

Where are you getting N? I can't find a source….
Yes in UK.

N is nembutal (pentobarbital). I don't have it and you probably won't find it anywhere online.
 
AVeryLazySloth

AVeryLazySloth

The Laziest
Mar 4, 2023
89
I overdosed on amitriptyline, I downed a whole bottle of Redomex in 2016. Which were 100 pills of 25mg. I did this in combination with alcohol and I don't recall anything from the experience. I just know that my mother had to resuscitate me because she heard me convulsing on the ground with blood coming out of my mouth. I flatlined once more in the ambulance and was in a coma for 3 days. I was hallucinating wildly when I woke up (don't know if it was the pain medication they gave me or the Redomex) and I was so mad that they saved me that I kept trying to remove the needles they put in my arm.
 
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AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
423
I overdosed on amitriptyline, I downed a whole bottle of Redomex in 2016. Which were 100 pills of 25mg. I did this in combination with alcohol and I don't recall anything from the experience. I just know that my mother had to resuscitate me because she heard me convulsing on the ground with blood coming out of my mouth. I flatlined once more in the ambulance and was in a coma for 3 days. I was hallucinating wildly when I woke up (don't know if it was the pain medication they gave me or the Redomex) and I was so mad that they saved me that I kept trying to remove the needles they put in my arm.you t
I overdosed on amitriptyline, I downed a whole bottle of Redomex in 2016. Which were 100 pills of 25mg. I did this in combination with alcohol and I don't recall anything from the experience. I just know that my mother had to resuscitate me because she heard me convulsing on the ground with blood coming out of my mouth. I flatlined once more in the ambulance and was in a coma for 3 days. I was hallucinating wildly when I woke up (don't know if it was the pain medication they gave me or the Redomex) and I was so mad that they saved me that I kept trying to remove the needles they put in my arm.
If your mom didn't find you, do u think it would have worked?
 
AVeryLazySloth

AVeryLazySloth

The Laziest
Mar 4, 2023
89
I flatlined twice so yeah it definitely would have worked.
 

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