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crystalskies31
Student
- May 20, 2022
- 149
Hi guys,
Fairly sure I'm undiagnosed Asperger's and that's one aspect of why things keep going wrong.
I also have other disadvantages on top of this.
What makes me very sad is that, with a different background or circumstances, maybe I could have done much better in life. For example if my family were not horrible people and/or very poor themselves and could help me more.
I think many famous artists, writers, professionals were autistic and were able to channel that energy into their work. However I always end up doing really basic, menial jobs in spite of a high IQ.
I don't know what to do about this. This is a big part of wanting to CTB for me. I don't know if I will ever have an opportunity to improve my job, use my skills or channel them into something good or 'be myself'. Does anyone have thoughts on this? It just makes me so sad and angry that other autistic people are able to earn loads of money using their skills but I'm always struggling to survive.
Thank you.
Fairly sure I'm undiagnosed Asperger's and that's one aspect of why things keep going wrong.
I also have other disadvantages on top of this.
What makes me very sad is that, with a different background or circumstances, maybe I could have done much better in life. For example if my family were not horrible people and/or very poor themselves and could help me more.
I think many famous artists, writers, professionals were autistic and were able to channel that energy into their work. However I always end up doing really basic, menial jobs in spite of a high IQ.
I don't know what to do about this. This is a big part of wanting to CTB for me. I don't know if I will ever have an opportunity to improve my job, use my skills or channel them into something good or 'be myself'. Does anyone have thoughts on this? It just makes me so sad and angry that other autistic people are able to earn loads of money using their skills but I'm always struggling to survive.
Thank you.