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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
- Aug 12, 2019
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@glossble @Ligottian @Illegal Preclear I worked in a nursing home. everything you say i saw too and worse unimginable hell these people go through in the nursing homes. i also talked to others here in other threads don't know if i can find them they said similar things. it's true. what you said these people worked hard all their lives did everything right but they had no idea what was coming to them. when i was working there i said this hell is going to happen to me and most people . imo this is hidden, people think old age is the godlden years and that they wil die in their sleep: it's the oppossite years of torture and torturous dying.My favorite indie wrestler recently just died this way. He was a youtuber too with the YMS (YourMovieSucks) channel. Scott Henson, he was only 40. I would never get that lucky, not with my very unfortunately bred genes. From what I've read, it's fairly peaceful.
I'm very sorry you had to experience that. That sentence hurt me...
Or years. The nursing home I worked at wasn't a hospice - the folks who were in constant pain, practically vegetables, or were literally screaming "SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE" weren't actively dying. Some of them had been suffering for years, and they could have been looking at suffering for another 5 or 10 years. Doctors who do not honor the requests of a peaceful death to those who would be suffering for years before inevitable death, in my eyes, puts them in league with Dr. Mengele or any one of the Unit 731 labcoats.
The only time dying isn't ugly is when it's done on your own terms. And even then it will be ugly to outsiders lol. You'll always have a gross death rattle. You'll always shit and piss yourself. You'll always look like Hell decomposing. No such thing as a pretty corpse! But such is the way of organic matter on this planet. Suicide is unique, in that it restores the Sovereignty of your Soul.
Honest to God, if I worked at that nursing home knowing then what I know now, I would have smuggled those poor people Fentanyl.
and @Ligottian i guess you name refers to Thomas LIgotti . his book :the conspiracy against the human race tells the truth about how bad life is.
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