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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

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Apr 5, 2025
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Last night I attempted to overdose. I know now why they say it is more than likely to fail. I took 2200 mg of oxycodone (pressed bought off the DNM but it was strong), 220 of temazepam, 15mg of Xanax and six shots of vodka. As an anti-emetic, I took 20 mg of ondansetron over the 2 hour timelines and a couples of tums to control acid. I didn't puke or thing, just laid down at 9pm prepared and die and just woke up at 4pm. I wasn't and was exploiting it to work.

My next option that I want to execute immediately is nitrogen via SCBA. I have the nitrogen cylinder, mask and airline. My problem is, the airlines fits into the down hose from the SCBA ask, but doesn't not hookup to the regulator on the tank.

Mask: https://www.industrialsafetyproduct...856&gbraid=0AAAAADjzQGlY1AnovbEpOMHdpYywStkZv

Airlines hose: https://www.allegrosafety.com/product/high-pressure-airline-hose/

Regulator: https://www.harborfreight.com/co2ar...417&gbraid=0AAAAADAHb4cQBiqRZ4u54JdDkR1McDOTR
 

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