MisterOGBongWater
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- Aug 30, 2023
- 91
Going on a vacation with some friends in the woods first week of August. Part of me doesn't want to even go, it's gonna hurt too bad because me and my ex were supposed to go together. And now everyone's gonna be there with their person but me. I'm just gonnna go and get drunk, I could do that by myself in my room without the physical reminder that I ruined my life and pushed away the only person who thought I was worth while.
I don't want to go. I don't want to look at happy couples. I don't want to be reminded she was supposed to be there with me
I also don't want to ruin everyone's vibe. Bold to assume I'd even matter that much, but I don't wanna be selfish. I know I probably won't. And it would be ridiculous to not just go and do it after. At least I can have a fun time with my friends one last time before I go but, I really just don't want to go and be reminded of everything being fucked.
Maybe one last time with them is what I need before I go. I think it'll help me make peace
I don't want to go. I don't want to look at happy couples. I don't want to be reminded she was supposed to be there with me
I also don't want to ruin everyone's vibe. Bold to assume I'd even matter that much, but I don't wanna be selfish. I know I probably won't. And it would be ridiculous to not just go and do it after. At least I can have a fun time with my friends one last time before I go but, I really just don't want to go and be reminded of everything being fucked.
Maybe one last time with them is what I need before I go. I think it'll help me make peace