Yeah I felt some big part of my life like this too, so what's up with you?
I see your are young and look healthy... Like me, so what's your demons?
Me I find myself bad at many things in life , bad choices , bad social skills , always negative, and even when positive I dont find myself enjoying life.
Damm... I vented on a post that wasn't even mine
Even now, when I have tried Nitrogen exit bag, went looking for N, ... Even now it seems strange a beautiful guy/girl wants to ctb .... But my own experience is I'm good looking too, but I've created my own hell cause of my poor social skills and negativity... I could've live a wonderful life!!! But I fucked it up!!