JohnUK

JohnUK

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Feb 15, 2019
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So sad. Hope she rip.
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
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She also had autism.
That's probably the main/true cause.
 
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BipolarExpat

BipolarExpat

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May 30, 2019
698
If I looked like that I dont think Id ever ctb..


This was already posted a few days ago.
No big deal but...you should check out the thread...

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...icide-attempt-due-to-coronavirus-fears.35523/

...and scroll to the bottom vids for a reminder:
Looks...beauty, handsomeness (very often) have little to nothing to do with suicide.

No offense towards those with negative thoughts/feelings about their own physical appearance. We come in all shapes, sizes, reasons, etc.
 
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BPDbitch

BPDbitch

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Nov 10, 2019
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I highly doubt she killed herself purely due to covid19.
 
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loginboy69

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Thebuddhacel

Thebuddhacel

the truecel buddhist
Jan 16, 2020
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If I had that body I also would never ctb. But as I always says, only sufferers can understand sufferers.

We don't know what she was passing through.
 
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ManWithNoName

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Feb 2, 2019
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She also had autism.
That's probably the main/true cause.
Assuming she was properly diagnosed, and if so then that would be a factor.
I highly doubt she killed herself purely due to covid19.
Based on the article it was more to do with the isolation and all other activities in her life shutting down.
If I looked like that I dont think Id ever ctb... fuck life is so strange.

story: https://nypost.com/2020/03/25/british-teen-dies-after-suicide-attempt-due-to-coronavirus-fears/
I can't help but wonder what method of ctb did she use.
 
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BPDbitch

BPDbitch

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Based on the article it was more to do with the isolation and all other activities in her life shutting down.
I find it hard to believe that someone would kill themselves after less than a week of being stuck indoors. I think she was considering suicide long before isolation.
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

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Feb 2, 2019
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I find it hard to believe that someone would kill themselves after less than a week of being stuck indoors. I think she was considering suicide long before isolation.
That is also something I'm thinking too.
 
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MartyByrde

MartyByrde

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Mar 15, 2020
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There seems to be many people here who think life is perfect for physically attractive people. That is simply not the case.
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

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Oct 13, 2019
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Loads of beautiful people ctb. So do loads of rich people, physically healthy people, people with loving families, etc. Even plenty with all of those things. I think we tend to think it's greener on the other side, thus the shock. If you're ugly, being beautiful will fix everything, if you're poor, being rich will fix everything, etc. It's rarely the case. I think for most the biggest issues are internal and can't be fixed by anything external, even if they might provide some temporary or mild relief.
 
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BPDbitch

BPDbitch

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Nov 10, 2019
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If you're ugly, being beautiful will fix everything
I had surgery to improve my appearance and still want to die so can confirm that this thought isn't always true.
 
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Apathy79

Apathy79

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Oct 13, 2019
489
Oh for sure. It's just an example of why someone would be surprised to see a beautiful person ctb when it's perfectly normal.
 
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Cashewmilk

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Mar 10, 2020
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Honestly I think it's immature to think that because she's beautiful, how can she? I don't know maybe I'm just jaded, and have been through and seen too much. Looks are honestly pointless. When I see a beautiful girl in public, I don't think positive thoughts. I think that she's probably stupid, self centered, annoying, etc, same with men, if I see an attractive man I also think the same things. Sometimes if I'm dealing with a gorgeous person, I won't really take them seriously, I don't trust them. They look like they really value outside appearance, and have different priorities, high maintenance... lol. I know not everyone is the same, it's just my judgement when I first see one. I do admire their beauty but they're not my first pick in many things like healthcare or financial or service industries. Looks aren't everything... I know beautiful people who have horrible lives, they were molested and raped, mental illness, used for sex, taken advantage of, ended up addicted to drugs and into dangerous prostitution, beauty isn't automatically attached to happiness. I have seen some ugly or average, fat, stupid people (with horrible attitudes and behaviors) who are sooo happy with amazing lives, rich and confident etc.

I used to care about my looks, I had body dysmorphia, I hated how I turned out the way I did, average, nothing. But I learned that beauty is truly in the eye of the beholder. It also depends on the type of beauty, younger beautiful people I don't care for. But older and wise people that have natural beauty and a matching personality is what I prefer, like certain actresses. I really care about personality more than anything. It's extremely true that beautiful people with horrible personalities are automatically ugly.

I see beauty in lots of people, and it sounds cliche but beauty is really about personality. I'm asexual too so I have no interest in sexual attraction. I was in the sex industry for 9 years, I have seen what beauty really means, truly. If you're a hetero woman, I know what men really want, most of them have an urge for sex, but what they really want is an emotional connection with their partner, just like women. They cheat because they're biologically wired that way, to deliver their genes into as many women as possible, that's why some men physically hurt if they don't release sexually, and their home life suffers from sexual frustration.

As long as you change your mindset, nothing else matters. It's your mind that you have to live with, your thoughts, you can ignore others and you don't have the ability to monitor everyone's thoughts about you.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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The sad thing about this is that her concerns were real.
I believe a total isolation can impact people with mental health issues severely so who knows where she might end up...
"She didn't want anyone to know, but now she has gone we want to make people know that autism comes in all shapes and sizes," ..................................................................................What kind of society we live in if she did not want anybody to know?
I don't care if she was beautiful or not, if her hair were fair or brown. She is not anymore with us. May she rest in peace...
 
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Crushed_Innocence

Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
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This was already posted a few days ago.
No big deal but...you should check out the thread...

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...icide-attempt-due-to-coronavirus-fears.35523/

...and scroll to the bottom vids for a reminder:
Looks...beauty, handsomeness (very often) have little to nothing to do with suicide.

No offense towards those with negative thoughts/feelings about their own physical appearance. We come in all shapes, sizes, reasons, etc.
Thanks didn't know there was a thread on this one already...
There seems to be many people here who think life is perfect for physically attractive people. That is simply not the case.
No, its that many of us have suffered directly for BEING UNATTRACTIVE. This leads many of us to the conclusion that our lives would be better if we weren't ugly.... Im not sure why this thread becamme so heated. Is it not common knowledge that unnattactive people get bullied, andvhave it harder if not impossible in life? This does not mean conventionally attractive people dont suffer, but I sure as hell would rather be beautiful & suffer than be ugly on top of all the garbage this shit life has to offer
 
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s1mplem3

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Mar 4, 2020
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So if attractive then it's sad, if ugly nobody cares?

$3100 for organs? That's bullshit, they mad a lot more.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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I don't know why or how I'm still alive. Sure I was relatively attractive. So what? There's loads of attractive people. Wasted it anyway and it won't last forever. Clearly that wasn't enough of a reason for this girl not to do it and she didn't need half as many reasons as I've got to do it
 
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bpdandme

Experienced
Feb 3, 2020
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If I looked like that I dont think Id ever ctb... fuck life is so strange.

story: https://nypost.com/2020/03/25/british-teen-dies-after-suicide-attempt-due-to-coronavirus-fears/


I think people would probably think the same when a celebrity kills themselves or someone extremely rich - if I had extreme riches a lot of my problems would be solved but it wouldn't solve the fact I have mental health problems and BPD statistically makes me more likely to attempt suicide. Beauty doesn't provide happiness, just like money - sure it helps but at the end of the day it only fills a temporary void and doesn't cure any mental health struggles or any trauma.

For example:


Attractive young reality star committed suicide despite the fact he is rich and objectively extremely attractive. On the reality show he was on, the other boys on the reality show were intimidated and excluded him a lot. I'm sure he had that a lot in his life due to people being intimidated.


I would be considered conventionally attractive but I still want to CTB - looks fade too There will be other factors involved in her suicide which outweigh living as a pretty young person.

I have also found that being conventionally attractive does not make life easier. Jealousy often causes people to want to see your downfall, people start rumours about you or already have pre-made assumptions about you or don't like you before they know you. At my work place, I am the youngest there and the older women already decide they don't like me and bitch about me despite never talking to me or making an effort.

I also feel like people will sexualise you a lot when you are attractive and you can get unwanted attention and people use you. It's sad knowing people were only with you for your body rather than genuinely liking you.
 
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selfhater

selfhater

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and i am here for being extremely ugly...
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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If I looked like that I dont think Id ever ctb... fuck life is so strange.

story: https://nypost.com/2020/03/25/british-teen-dies-after-suicide-attempt-due-to-coronavirus-fears/

Well it just goes to show you it doesn't matter if you are Beautiful, Rich or Famous when that bus arrives they will catch it, we don't know the pressure, stress or there mental health by looking at someone.

Here is another sad story from the UK about a millionaire TV presenter, arrested on the 12th December 2019 and CTB on 15th February 2020.

 
TrailerTrash

TrailerTrash

Just Passing Through
Oct 10, 2019
240
Although hard to say for sure given I don't know her full situation, I think I would trade such looks for autism most any day. Pull off hallway normal interactions and dozens of guys would make me their queen for life ..... but everyone's burdens are different and I don't judge her decision at all ..... RIP
 
gnomeboy17

gnomeboy17

Specialist
Feb 11, 2020
355
If I looked like that I dont think Id ever ctb... fuck life is so strange.

Ngl I think this is a surprisingly ignorant thing to say, there's many reason why people "chose" to ctb and looks is irrelevant if the rest of your life is bad.

There will be people thinking "wow I wouldn't ctb if I was [insert desirable characteristics] " and no matter how bad your life is, you'll always have at least one of these desirable characteristics, doesn't make you want to ctb any less
 
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bpdandme

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Feb 3, 2020
239
I don't know, but that's what it seems like on the surface.

We are literally on a suicide forum, we should be more open minded to other peoples struggles. People often think I'll be a bimbo when I have a first class degree from a prestigious university. Why judge?
 
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