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Defenestration
I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
- Oct 25, 2020
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be 100/100 sure you want to make an attempt and a few hours later, you no longer want to.
I hate this I am 100/100 sure that I want to kill myself, I have a real impulse, I don't care, I can see myself jumping without any problem, I am serene, determined...
The Si disappears
and after a few hours I no longer really want to and the sight drive returns. Since I can't make an attempt when I want it to take time to get to the location...and it doesn't just depend on me...
it is painful![Cold face :cold_face: š„¶](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f976.png)
I hate this I am 100/100 sure that I want to kill myself, I have a real impulse, I don't care, I can see myself jumping without any problem, I am serene, determined...
The Si disappears
and after a few hours I no longer really want to and the sight drive returns. Since I can't make an attempt when I want it to take time to get to the location...and it doesn't just depend on me...
it is painful
![Cold face :cold_face: š„¶](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f976.png)