Venting basic rundown.

[newend]

not sure what to do anymore. cutting more frequently,.


have been suicidal for a long time. halfassed attempts. want to ctb via throat cut but dont know how. aiming for august. bullying, ostracisation. unable to cope, fear for my life. feel unsafe at home, no one to talk to, no trust. current political climate only increased stigma about problems. recently have violent thoughts towards people who cause pain, no means to do so.

constant mood swings. up down almost everyday. need someone to talk to now.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so horrible what you have to go through, it's such an hellish world where there's all this endless suffering being experienced, that method sounds quite risky as the survival instinct would just kick in if one tried to attempt, but anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[OceanBlue]

Sorry you're feeling so bad, this world just isn't that great.
Once you get more messages, you will be able to dm people and join the chat if you like.

Welcome, hope you will find some solace here.

 

[Readytogo246]

I've thought about wrist cutting but I don't have the guts for it. I worry that it would coagulate and stop. So I'm looking into buying On the dark web.