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[Deleted member 1768]

I rarely come on this site anymore. I read constant, often dangerous advice. Methods designed to fail, often with real possibilities of serious, lasting harm. People who are intent upon ending their own lives research different methods and means toward that end. Very few of those here are bothering to do that. If you just want to chat/make friends then use one of the other forums on here, and leave the suicide discussion forum to the truly suicidal. Well researched items: new ideas for the improvement of methods we already know of, and brand new, completely different means of approach. Cyanide is easy to make...plastic bag is better than a mask...H2S is deadly for others....helium tanks are mixed with oxygen...OTC drug overdose extremely unreliable...SN needs the right anti-emetics...CO requires the right charcoal...jumping requires the right place...guns the proper ammo...hanging tied right...all of these things are true, and I can go on...but I am not going to.
In short if you are serious about taking your own life then stop asking others to do your research...this is a final act. You do not come back to correct mistakes. Do it right and you are dead. Wrong...god help you. I am merely going to block those who do not show serious intent, and have not performed due dilligence in their quest. Apology in advance.

 

[ZardozOmega]

i was under the impression cyanide was very complicated to make, and it relied on some very energetic chemical reactions.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

if you are serious about taking your own life then stop asking others to do your research...this is a final act.

Agreed. Sometimes I think the next question will be, "Can someone come mix it for me, drink it, spit it in my mouth like a mama bird, and massage my throat to make sure I swallow it?"

 

[one4all]

f you are serious about taking your own life then stop asking others to do your research...this is a final act.

Agreed. Sometimes I think the next question will be, "Can someone come mix it for me, drink it, spit it in my mouth like a mama bird, and massage my throat to make sure I swallow it?"

You missed can you help me get the what i need?

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

You missed can you help me get the what i need?

Asked in some way every damn day...

 

[Living sucks]

I've been on here 2 days looking at all the methods and nothing is certain accept gun to the head but I don't want to leave that mess and don't want anymore pain I'm in enough already. I'm shocked by how lightly the subject is taken and seems most are just fascinated but not serious. It scares me that I'm even on here

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I'm shocked by how lightly the subject is taken and seems most are just fascinated but not serious.

I really appreciate that you said that. Some of the lol's I see are so wildly inappropriate for the subject matter, it throws me off like cognitive dissonance. Hearing your perspective helped bring me back to reality. It's really as wrong as it feels, I can stop questioning.

 

[one4all]

I've been on here 2 days looking at all the methods and nothing is certain accept gun to the head but I don't want to leave that mess and don't want anymore pain I'm in enough already. I'm shocked by how lightly the subject is taken and seems most are just fascinated but not serious. It scares me that I'm even on here

Guns aren't certain either.. unless you do it properly and no random act screws it up.

 

[Made4TV]

Yes, there are a lot of people here who seem to be in it for the entertainment factor, but there are also people who use humor to deal with great pain. I myself am quite serious but also I have been suicidal much of my life and have come within minutes of succeeding, so I probably have a level of familiarity, pragmatism and acceptance with it that probably shocks other people.

 

[HadEnough1974]

if you are serious about taking your own life then stop asking others to do your research...this is a final act.

Agreed. Sometimes I think the next question will be, "Can someone come mix it for me, drink it, spit it in my mouth like a mama bird, and massage my throat to make sure I swallow it?"

Omg that was funny!! I haven't smiled in days!!

 

[luna666]

Exactly!
We already have a bunch of resources and compilations, so it's not even hard to find a method and find out their intrinsic characteristics.
I like this site because we can vent about things that are still taboo to talk outside a therapy session, and since this is the sanctioned part of suicide, we want to go in a peaceful and human way, so each one have to do their own research.

 

[one4all]

Exactly!
We already have a bunch of resources and compilations, so it's not even hard to find a method and find out their intrinsic characteristics.
I like this site because we can vent about things that are still taboo to talk outside a therapy session, and since this is the sanctioned part of suicide, we want to go in a peaceful and human way, so each one have to do their own research.

Well said. Every ones method is not the same. What i want to do doesn't mean it will work for you. Research and see what works for you. If you have questions after.. ask.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

You can actually make cynanide? It's not my method so didn't research it plus I can smell it. I didn't know you can actually make it

 

[Living sucks]

I really appreciate that you said that. Some of the lol's I see are so wildly inappropriate for the subject matter, it throws me off like cognitive dissonance. Hearing your perspective helped bring me back to reality. It's really as wrong as it feels, I can stop questioning.

There is NOTHING to lol about here. I see posts about attempting and then the person never posts again, did they succeed, get banned, ban themselves? Then i see people saying they tried but failed or there going to do it on a specific day but they're still here. I hope people find a way to avoid it and keep living. I myself wish life would be taken from me without having to do it, I'm suffering too much but my SI is so powerful. I've come close but feeling any discomfort and i stop. Even had a picc line that i could easily inject any substance into that could stop my heart and i tried but feeling it scared the crap out of me and only caused more pain and did more damage to my already battered health. I tried injecting pure potassium into my picc to stop my heart. I hoped i would just fall asleep but it was very much painful felt like the bottoms of my feet exploded and were leaking blood or water but they weren't. This is serious

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Yes, there are a lot of people here who seem to be in it for the entertainment factor, but there are also people who use humor to deal with great pain. I myself am quite serious but also I have been suicidal much of my life and have come within minutes of succeeding, so I probably have a level of familiarity, pragmatism and acceptance with it that probably shocks other people.

You've never said anything that bothers me. There is a huge difference between being flippant and gallows humor or humor to deal with pain. My cognitive dissonance in response to the lol's was because I know some people laugh to deal with pain, but I was overriding my gut and my gut should always come first. If it seems inappropriate and flip, there's a 95% chance my gut is right, and I was giving more weight to the 5%, which my experience has taught me always harms me rather than serves.

 

[one4all]

@Living sucks Not to try and pour salt on an open wound. Why are you on this sight?

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

There is NOTHING to lol about here.

This is serious

I have a gallows sense of humor, and a dry sense of humor, and I can be funny as f (not F, hah), but in general I'm pretty serious here because the topics here are so serious. Another member who likes to try to provoke me has picked at me several times for being serious, and, just no. I'm not here to be loved and adored, I'd much rather be respected and trusted, especially given the subject matter.

 

[Living sucks]

I've been on here 2 days looking at all the methods and nothing is certain accept gun to the head but I don't want to leave that mess and don't want anymore pain I'm in enough already.

@Living sucks Not to try and pour salt on an open wound. Why are you on this sight?

I stated that first. I tried taking my life and had easy access to do it and it was painful. I was trying to find a way to just go to sleep and not know i was going but it seems that doesn't exist accept in natural death in your sleep perhaps in old age

 

[one4all]

I've been on here 2 days looking at all the methods and nothing is certain accept gun to the head but I don't want to leave that mess and don't want anymore pain I'm in enough already.

I stated that first. I tried taking my life and had easy access to do it and it was painful. I was trying to find a way to just go to sleep and not know i was going but it seems that doesn't exist accept in natural death in your sleep perhaps in old age

I saw that in your post already. Yes you stated you tried taking your life, i read that also. Sorry that things pushed you to that.
I'm just a simply minded idiot. That didn't really say why you became a member here. Are you looking for a way out, support etc etc?
No need to answer if you don't want. I'm just trying to figure this out.

 

[Living sucks]

I saw that in your post already. Yes you stated you tried taking your life, i read that also. Sorry that things pushed you to that.
I'm just a simply minded idiot. That didn't really say why you became a member here. Are you looking for a way out, support etc etc?
No need to answer if you don't want. I'm just trying to figure this out.

Initially looking for a painless way out then couldn't believe maybe find s partner and after reading countless posts I became so frightened i went into the recovery section praying i could find someone to save me and even read every banned appeal in shock at some. Now I'm so confused but at least now know there is no way to go without pain or discomfort. And I'm afraid of many other things including living more years as i am now or worse continuing to deteriorate and still live thru it.

 

[one4all]

@Living sucks I finally got your post. We've talked in PM's so i won't rehash it here.

 

[Csmith8827]

Can someone pm me how to make cyanide? And is it lethal? I know the Nazis used to take potassium cyanide in WWII. What type of cyanide is it and how do you make it? Someone please pm me the details...

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I rarely come on this site anymore. I read constant, often dangerous advice. Methods designed to fail, often with real possibilities of serious, lasting harm. People who are intent upon ending their own lives research different methods and means toward that end. Very few of those here are bothering to do that. If you just want to chat/make friends then use one of the other forums on here, and leave the suicide discussion forum to the truly suicidal. Well researched items: new ideas for the improvement of methods we already know of, and brand new, completely different means of approach. Cyanide is easy to make...plastic bag is better than a mask...H2S is deadly for others....helium tanks are mixed with oxygen...OTC drug overdose extremely unreliable...SN needs the right anti-emetics...CO requires the right charcoal...jumping requires the right place...guns the proper ammo...hanging tied right...all of these things are true, and I can go on...but I am not going to.
In short if you are serious about taking your own life then stop asking others to do your research...this is a final act. You do not come back to correct mistakes. Do it right and you are dead. Wrong...god help you. I am merely going to block those who do not show serious intent, and have not performed due dilligence in their quest. Apology in advance.

No apologies required, thank you for saying what needs to be said. All I really have to add is that no one should take any advice as gospel.

Due diligence and research are critical in any major decision. Would you trust a stranger to handle your finances? Of course not! So we shouldn't be so quick to trust anyone with our life. Don't let your desperation cloud your judgement.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Can someone pm me how to make cyanide? And is it lethal? I know the Nazis used to take potassium cyanide in WWII. What type of cyanide is it and how do you make it? Someone please pm me the details...

Shit, if someone knows how, I hope they post it publicly. If we have instructions for SN, we should have instructions to make cyanide if they exist. Doing it only in PM could easily lead to scams.

 

[autumnal]

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I'm shocked by how lightly the subject is taken and seems most are just fascinated but not serious. It scares me that I'm even on here

Agreed, but trust me, that feeling passes pretty quickly