Back and looking for a way out

[Nephis]

Been apart of the forum for a while now I thought I finally got better but then I just got worse as time went on again between my mental health issues and with covid screwing up any ability for me to get a future job that is worth living for. I just want out and for that I need metgods...well last method I was thinking about using was SN have there been any better methods that have popped up while I was gone?

 

[Anonymous 4]

Been apart of the forum for a while now I thought I finally got better but then I just got worse as time went on again between my mental health issues and with covid screwing up any ability for me to get a future job that is worth living for. I just want out and for that I need metgods...well last method I was thinking about using was SN have there been any better methods that have popped up while I was gone?

I don't know your issue, but if you don't need to CTB please don't, it might take a few more years for things to get better for you, or, something could change for you next week, try hold on

 

[Chronic]

Check out my thread on using 20 percent carbon monoxide in nitrogen from a gas source. Very effective and mentioned in peaceful pill manual. My time is up.

 

[darksoul931]

CO - like burning some grills in a closed room
Tried it out but i blacked out to fast so i couldnt close the window fast enough

 

[Anonymous 4]

CO - like burning some grills in a closed room
Tried it out but i blacked out to fast so i couldnt close the window fast enough

What was it like before you blacked out? Was it a struggle or did you just black out? Would of thought you'd of closed the window first tho, whole point of it is to not have ventilation, I think being high and/drunk would help ease the panic aswell

 

[darksoul931]

The drunk part was a problem
The grills i used 5 were burning but they were about to went off
Cause no air inside
So i opend the window again and tried to make some air for the grills

But as i opend the window i just fell and thats it
Woke up, grills went out
The window fully open

This time i buy a ventilator some tape to close the doors and windows and 10 one way grills and shisha kohle ( dont know how its called in english)

And start to drink much after all is burning and everthing is closed

But i dont have fear anymore cause i dindt felt pain, panic or sortha cause you just fall aslep
Wished i wouldnt wake up

 

[Anonymous 4]

The drunk part was a problem
The grills i used 5 were burning but they were about to went off
Cause no air inside
So i opend the window again and tried to make some air for the grills

But as i opend the window i just fell and thats it
Woke up, grills went out
The window fully open

This time i buy a ventilator some tape to close the doors and windows and 10 one way grills and shisha kohle ( dont know how its called in english)

And start to drink much after all is burning and everthing is closed

But i dont have fear anymore cause i dindt felt pain, panic or sortha cause you just fall aslep
Wished i wouldnt wake up

That room must of been air tight for the oxygen to be so low the coals went out, maybe by a fan and place it infront of the coals, but not to close just enough to keep the burning, at least you have comfort in knowing there is no pain, this must be a relief for you.

 

[darksoul931]

Jeah so basicly done everthing right but made a mistack
Should just waited 2 more mins and it would work

 

[Nephis]

I don't know your issue, but if you don't need to CTB please don't, it might take a few more years for things to get better for you, or, something could change for you next week, try hold on

Let's get one thing clear I wouldnt be on here if I think I didnt need it, id really appreciate it if you didnt go around telling me what I need when you said it yourself that you dont know whats going.

Check out my thread on using 20 percent carbon monoxide in nitrogen from a gas source. Very effective and mentioned in peaceful pill manual. My time is up.

I'll look into it I might be able to scrounge enough money for it.

 

[darksoul931]

Let's get one thing clear I wouldnt be on here if I think I didnt need it, id really appreciate it if you didnt go around telling me what I need when you said it yourself that you dont know whats going.

Thats right
If a person wants to take his life it has reasons and no one should hold a speach
Iam sick of this vor now 1 year
Like everone knows better then you about your situation or know that there is hope

At least here should be people who understands the decisions and should help for what somone asks instead of making bariers like google or the hotlines you get wheb you try to get information how you can do it without pain

 

[Anonymous 4]

Let's get one thing clear I wouldnt be on here if I think I didnt need it, id really appreciate it if you didnt go around telling me what I need when you said it yourself that you dont know whats going.

I'll look into it I might be able to scrounge enough money for it.

I didn't say what you need, if you read my reply again it says ' IF you don't need to' the IF clearly states it as a question, if how ever I said ' you don't need to CTB ' then your point would be valid, but as I said IF, your point ain't valid. And yes I don't know what's going on, so given that, that is more reason for why you shouldn't lash out at me for thinking I'm telling you what to do when I'm not, I'm sorry for your pain OK.