Back again

[Neptunette]

I stopped feeling the urge to die, I was honestly content for a week, then numb for months. There were moments when the thought of giving up creeped up on me, but it was temporary. I just didn't feel much, nothing dramatic enough to start seriously thinking about suicide again. But recently everything came flooding back. Now I'm back on here. I don't know why I keep trying when I will always just end up back on here.

 

[bigbang33]

I can relate. Sometimes I'm full of hope and joy. And the next day I check the medicine cabinet to check if I have everything.

I'm sorry