Attempts at attempts

[Ariii]

Or half-hearted attempts. I have a few of these: one where I gathered Benadryl but didn't actually take them, one where I planned for a date but was too tired to actually do it, and today where I tested out partial hanging, but kind of actually did mean to do it (it's very hard to explain). Does anyone have any tips on getting past this so-called stage? Or am I doomed to an eternity of almost trying but not actually?

 

[metothemoon]

Ooofff had several of these as well. Really sucks, could use the tips as well…

 

[Ariii]

Ooofff had several of these as well. Really sucks, could use the tips as well…

One thing that helped me was setting up everything I could beforehand (like I wrote my suicide note months ago) even if I wasn't sure when I wanted to do it. Just like doing preparation whenever I had freetime. obviously hasn't worked completely but it did help a little

And building up like courage, by each time, going a bit further.

 

[metothemoon]

One thing that helped me was setting up everything I could beforehand (like I wrote my suicide note months ago) even if I wasn't sure when I wanted to do it. Just like doing preparation whenever I had freetime. obviously hasn't worked completely but it did help a little

And building up like courage, by each time, going a bit further.

I wrote my notes, figured everything out and failed partial about 3 weeks ago. Atm I am just too tired to try again… I just want something "easy" (like an OD) to work. But life is cruel..

 

[Ariii]

I wrote my notes, figured everything out and failed partial about 3 weeks ago. Atm I am just too tired to try again… I just want something "easy" (like an OD) to work. But life is cruel..

Im planning for partial too, but Im debating switching to jumping or drowning because for those, I can't really back out (I can't swim)

 

[BlueLock]

I'm stuck in it that "phase" too Ive overdosed on pills but only ones I knew wouldn't kill me.... I scared myself badly mid partial hanging and haven't tried since. I'm not really sure how to break it either but I do think each attempt strengthens your resolve and gets you closer to actually accomplishing it.