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Zenova_

Zenova_

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Nov 4, 2025
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Tried to CTB using SN on Friday, and clearly I'm still kicking. I mixed the SN with water because I heard that other liquids can cause unintended effects, but it's so damn salty that I can't bring myself to drink more than little sips at a time. It's worse than straight salt water IMO. I intend to take the water bottle and boil the SN out to reclaim it for another attempt. A conservative estimate leaves me with about 25g after my botched attempt. I have a few questions if anyone can help. I cannot fail this again.

Can I boil the mixture to reclaim some SN?
ANSWER: NO, PRODUCES TOXIC GASES (but maybe that's what you want)

Can I mix it with something other than water to disguise the taste? (tried convention methods of taste blocking) I'm thinking soda or taking one of those flavor packets and adding it to a water mixture.

How long should it take to work?

Help is most appreciated.
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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i think i will hold my nose .... can only hope to chug it!
 
LastNite

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Im curious how youre doing. I heard you cant back out of SN. Like even little sips can ruin you? Correct me if Im wrong.
 
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Im curious how youre doing. I heard you cant back out of SN. Like even little sips can ruin you? Correct me if Im wrong.
Well I was and still am a little sick from before attempting; just a cold or something. Idk if it's just placebo but I could feel some sort of bodily response to it. Like my organs were irritated. Just general discomfort. I suppose there's also a small chance that this SN isn't pure enough or something. Or maybe it just takes a long time to take effect if it's a small dosage. Haven't noticed anything major but I am sick so idk if I'd be able to point it out.
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
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Of the 50ML glass, how much would you say you took?.
In my case, I think i will take it as if it was whisky shot, all at once.
I remember being at a river beach (salty water) to have swallowed considerable amounts of water with big/violent waves (tasted like a mix between sand, salt and raw fish), and it's not nice, but I could stand it no prob, I know it was at least 50ML, if not more, so I guess I will be able to sand it.
 
Jisatsu

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Jan 5, 2025
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Take it like a shot , clinch your nose and have a piece of hard candy to suck on after
 
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disabledaccount0452

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Nov 25, 2025
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No, you can't easily boil your water to get SN back. It probably already converted to NaNO3.

Make a new drink if you want to try again. Use water, preferably even distilled water. Anything else will most likely react with SN and convert it into NaNO3 very quickly.

 
Zenova_

Zenova_

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Nov 4, 2025
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Of the 50ML glass, how much would you say you took?.
In my case, I think i will take it as if it was whisky shot, all at once.
I remember being at a river beach (salty water) to have swallowed considerable amounts of water with big/violent waves (tasted like a mix between sand, salt and raw fish), and it's not nice, but I could stand it no prob, I know it was at least 50ML, if not more, so I guess I will be able to sand it.
I think the mistake I made was I poured it into a large water bottle to try and dilute the flavor when I should have just put it in a shot glass.
 

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