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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
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I need help. I want to attach backpack but the thing is that at least, it will be filled with sand to make it as heavy as possible. But when it's heavy, it becomes very hard to tie it to my chest. Short thin ropes break immediately, and I can't find a thick sturdy rope. I am clueless.

I can fill it with water and tie it to my head, as if it's a plastic bag filled with sea water. But the thing is that my head should be accessible - I will need to inhale propane - Butane. They are toxic gases and they will increase lethality and make me feel dizzy too
 
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curiousbeing

I tried everything
Dec 18, 2022
288
Paracord, Google it.
it looks very sturdy. I have one short such cord and one braided usb cable. It seems I need to visit different stores and look for these cords. I need longer ones, powerful enough to keep heavy backpack in my chest. Thanks so much for your reply, it gave me this idea
Paracord, Google it.
I also need to practice a few knots. There are so many knotting techniques, I need to practice and find knots I can understand, quickly do, and they should be strong enough to not unwind
 

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