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ballerz24

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Mar 14, 2019
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I've taken ativan an alcohol before. I took alot of both them like 2 years ago. I experienced a very strong blackout. They took me to the hospital and I was there for 2 days and they shoved that thing up my nose. But during these 2 days I didnt feel anything, so I know that a blackout caused by ativan and alcohol is extremely strong.

My method is to get ativan and alcohol and go to a secluded area that has a lake. I want to drink alcohol and take ativan so I can experience a blackout. I just need to be in the lake holding onto something. Once I black I will let go and die peacefully.
 
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Feb 8, 2019
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Blackout doesn't mean you don't feel anything, you just can't remember it. You will fight it to the end until you either lose your strength or suffocate, possibly with your lungs full of water. Drowning is a terrible way to die, just my two cents :-)

All benzos have a natural limit (bodys own GABA), they're not strong enough. That's why they count as safe.
 
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