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DiscussionAre you thinking of writing a suicide note?
Thread starterYuki K
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my whole journal is my suicide note. all the answers they may have will be in there. what made me happy, my favorite songs, why i did what i did. the most important thing though would be the amount of pages. me doing ctb wasn't just a one day act of impulse. it wasn't for nothing. it was thought out for years.
Im not really sure at this moment. I still have quite a lot of time before my chosen date comes up, but I'm sure by then I'll have decided. Right now though, I do think that I will. It wouldn't be telling them why I did it or anything because even I don't know why. It would probably just be me telling them about how I love them and what I'd like to be done with my things and body.
I wrote mine ages ago and tbh I'm thinking of deleting it… I don't need to explain to anyone why I'm completing ctb as it is my decision and my decision alone. I will be gone and be at peace anyway so I don't need to leave any note, however if you think or feel that you need to leave any note then you can write leave a note.
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