well in this universe i used to have a long distance gf, but now i'm single again… why? bcs she ultimately abandoned me without a word nor a proper breakup. the last time i've heard from her was on the first day of december last year, then on early march this year i decided i had to delete all of my socials as i've lost any hope of hearing from her again at that point. she was the only person i was still even talking to at all, and was also the only person i ever genuinely trusted completely. we first became best friends on late march 2022 then got together on early april 2023, and on early march 2025 i have now moved on from her. i know i won't ever trust anyone ever again, so i don't care about having any type of relationships anymore
i'm definitely going to bring this up again with much more details if i have the courage to post a long vent on this forum, which is what i've been thinking of doing as i haven't had anywhere good to let my absolutely beyond miserable feelings out