are you physically attractive or repulsive?

[Endeavour]

I have body dysmorphia so find it hard to see what I actually look like but I get told on a regular basis, either from men, people online or strangers on the street that I'm 'beautiful', 'stunning', 'striking' looking... sometimes I think that too, other times I think I'm the most hideous person who has ever existed lol
I'm a pretty successful stripper and sugar baby though so that's gotta count for something I guess

If you get told by strangers on the street that you're beautiful then you must be stunning.

People generally are uncomfortable to say anything to anyone these days, to do that you must really be someone who stands out.

Plus I suppose being auccessful in your other endeavours must prove that point.

 

[StringPuppet]

I'm objectively ugly

 

[fixitinpost]

 

[Endeavour]

Some people think he has a kissable face.

 

[xLosthopex]

Found another one

 

[Imaginos]

I'd say I'm slightly above average, so I voted 4. Maybe that's claiming too much for myself, maybe it isn't, but to me that feels like a reasonable guesstimate of my appearance. Good looks can certainly be a huge advantage in life, but if you're too mentally incompetent or isolated to capitalize and take advantage of them, then the benefits are rendered entirely moot. In my case, I think my face would be considered noticeably attractive to most. Combine that with my sparkingly straight white teeth, average height, average weight, and, overall, I don't look too bad. I'm also pretty cleanly and keep myself looking presentable (shower each day, shave every week, haircut every other month). To be honest, if you dropped me in a night club and I was sharply dressed, I could probably attract some ladies. Maybe not 9s or 10s, but probably people around where I'm at, or a bit above my level. This assumes my otherwise meek looking body language wasn't kneecapping said attractiveness when, in reality, it undoubtedly would. Assuming it weren't though, the best I could achieve would be sex. Although perhaps not even that, given how nervous and anxious I'd probably be in the bedroom. Any kind of relationship would be an impossibility.

And, of course, this is all moot anyway, since I'm agoraphobic and have mental problems coming out the ying yang. My good looks, in this kind of situation, are utterly useless. I'd rather have them than not have them of course (although if I could trade them for a better/more functional brain I would in a heartbeat), but ultimately they don't gain me anything when juxtaposed against my completely solitary existence. I just sit alone in my room all day with my straight white teeth and handsome face, totally incapable of doing anything.

Even Qausi-fucking-modo had Esmeralda. What the hell do I have? Not a god damned thing. I'm like Gaston from Beauty and the Beast if he were some autistic shut-in that nobody knew or cared about. He would've just been staring at walls and watching porn the whole time, while having no idea at all who the fuck Belle even was, not to mention who the hell anyone else was in the town. It's funny how Quasimodo and Beast could both somewhat be defined as shut-ins/reclusive as well, but they'd effectively represent the other side of the coin to the Gaston-tier hermit. Quasimodo and Beast, while ugly/hideous, have positive qualities which shine through despite what rests on the outside. I mean, hell, in Beast's case he becomes a fucking 10/10 prince at the end in terms of his looks. Meanwhile, somebody like Gaston while good looking, doesn't have anything redeemable inside, so he has less chances of winning over a princess than even Quasimodo does. Make him an autistic hermit on top of this and you really can't get any worse. Someone like him, despite his good looks, is literally fucked forever.

I'd rather be ugly and mentally fine anyway. I'm serious.

Absolutely this. Good looks are worthless if you're dead on the inside or, in my case, are too mentally ill/isolated/retarded to even make use of them anyway.

 

[summers]

This is me at high school:
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Now if you could have worked out how to use that snake as a cock, like in hentai anime, your hs experience would have been pretty sick haha

 

[GarageKarate07]

Some people think that being attractive makes you less likely to be suicidal. I think this is completely false, what do you think? feel free to disagree but explain (also, for fun, post a pic of your lookalike if you want)

I am THE sexiest mother f**ker in here! But I still want to CTB with you guys. You guys are good kids! ❤

 

[unlovible000]

I'm repulsive.

 

[Somebody]

I have been told I look like Light from Death Note. I don't know how to rate that. It's an acquired taste.

 

[greebo6]

I am quite ugly and it is one of the major reasons I want to be dead and gone. That way my repulsive face will be gone too. Being ugly has played a big part in f*king up my life.

 

[lofticries]

I have been told I look like Light from Death Note. I don't know how to rate that. It's an acquired taste.

Almost every weeb girl's dream. However if you looked like L instead it would be every weeb girl's dream.

 

[muffin222]

Physically attractive. I had a successful modeling career (not runway modeling- I'm too short) for a few years before I had a breakdown

But, how much good does it really do when I'm broken inside?

 

[contemplatingjaahil]

When I look in the mirror I look attractive. But when somebody takes a picture of me I look like shit.

 

[Teas]

Hmm...I think I ranked as a 1. My whole childhood and teenage years I got called ugly, made fun of, kids pretending to ask me on a date, and more. Even my voice is ugly. I'm supposed to be a "girl" but I apparently have a manly, quiet, nauseous voice and a nonexistent chest. I also have frizzy curly hair and I wore the same clothes almost every day because I have a poor family. I long since stopped giving a shit about my looks because ppl will always be assholes no matter what. Even as an adult, I'm just walking along the sidewalk and still get dumb fucks yelling at me. Like bruh just fuck off and go waste your life somewhere else.

 

[Ghostmedic]

Thanks for the advice, dear.

I post pics of myself because I see it like this: They have no way of knowing if that person is me. I might be uploading pics of another guy. I don't see how I could be blackmailed because they're just normal pics.
Also, if somebody recognized me and asked me what I am doing in a suicide forum I'd just tell them: "What are YOU doing here?" lol.

I dunno, I'm just not worried about it. Just like that legendary member, Dani, who ctb last year.

Love this response... from every angle.

 

[user667]

i'm biased because i hate myself, but realistically speaking i'm fairly attractive. i have blue eyes and nice features. i don't have like a really big nose or small mouth or anything conventionally unattractive. i'm pretty skinny but still have some curves. some people call me ugly because i have short hair but i don't mind. most people say i'm really pretty. i have some problems with insecurity because i tend to look myself in the mirror and find every flaw in myself. but if i'm being realistic i'm not that ugly.

 

[DeadButDreaming]

When I look in the mirror I look attractive. But when somebody takes a picture of me I look like shit.

Yes, it's strange how attractive doesn't necessarily mean photogenic. I have a theory as to why this is, but it will just bore the shit out of everyone.

 

[Skathon]

Neither, I suppose.
I would choose "Not applicable" if that was an option.

 

[Mentalmick]

Now if you could have worked out how to use that snake as a cock, like in hentai anime, your hs experience would have been pretty sick haha

Ha, I had to go back and look, didn't even notice the snake.

 

[TessB]

I'm basically the female version of this except fat

 

[contemplatingjaahil]

Yes, it's strange how attractive doesn't necessarily mean photogenic. I have a theory as to why this is, but it will just bore the shit out of everyone.

The mirror lies to us. Photos are honest

 

[ansiedad]

I'm just a small skeleton.

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

There's no denying it. I'm pretty ugly. Between my overbite and cleft chin, the tear troughs, and my big nose, yeah... 3.3 outta 10 according to photofeeler. I kinda have that resting murderface. When I go somewhere, a lot of oeople are fucking cold and hostile towards me, especially females. There can be no other explanation.

Initially thougt I was average and give myself a C in a looks department, but I guess according to others I'm a damn D or an F. Call me a dead monkey's anus.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

I look like a fuckin slender

 

[Xdyzine]

Butt fugly , I've been told otherwise. Got a tattoo on my right arm which says <3 mom..

 

[Inkling]

I'd be pretty average looking if my hair wasn't a constant mess, my face still didn't have some pretty bad acne, and my body wasn't this weird mix of skinny and fat. All of these problems could be easily fixed with some dedication but, heh who cares?

 

[Konjac]

Average, I've never really been called ugly but at the same time I don't really have people saying I'm attractive. Could be worse.

 

[Hirokami]

Aside from being a skinnyfat manlet, I honestly don't think I look too bad. People can actually sustain eye contact with me, for one, which I think is telling. The only people who considered me unattractive were people who were openly racist, anyhow, and found brown skin unappealing. Still, I have suicidal due my past traumas and my general mental health. I could look like a 10/10 and be 6'3", and I'd still have the same shit happen to me. And I'd argue it'd be worse as people would find yet another thing to use me for.

 

[Melchoir]

1? I consider myself genuinely repulsive. People called me that all the time as a child/teen. Adults are more mature and kinder so I don't get reminded. And I also don't think good looks can make you less likely to be suicidal. It can make you a target of bullying from envious peers.