fuckthis

fuckthis

I've made up my mind.
Sep 23, 2018
263
I'm comitting near an abandoned place in the woods. I don't think they'll find me for a good while and I struggle to make a note because I don't really know what to write. I struggle to express how I feel, especially to my parents.
 
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Sharethepain

Sharethepain

We forge the chains we wear in life.
May 2, 2018
138
Sometimes, not leaving a note says far more than leaving one.
 
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deadinwaiting

Member
Sep 27, 2018
15
yes, i have a lot of things to say
 
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Ashpac

Ashpac

Lost and always will be.
Jul 22, 2018
795
Reminds me of the quote ''Sometimes saying nothing says everything''

If I was to leave a note, it would be like an essay and I wouldnt want to do that.

So I might make it really short and direct for example;

''I dont regret it and I never will. I love you's with all my heart, good bye for now''
 
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blueming

blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
253
I struggle to express how I feel, especially to my parents.
I'm also like that. I've tried writing many notes but none of them seemed right so I gave up on that in the end. I thought about just writing the word 'sorry' or writing nothing at all.
 
skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Reminds me of the quote ''Sometimes saying nothing says everything''

If I was to leave a note, it would be like an essay and I wouldnt want to do that.

So I might make it really short and direct for example;

''I dont regret it and I never will. I love you's with all my heart, good bye for now''

Thats a good one
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
I'm comitting near an abandoned place in the woods. I don't think they'll find me for a good while and I struggle to make a note because I don't really know what to write. I struggle to express how I feel, especially to my parents.
I am going to leave video clips.

I tried writing the notes but some reason it just never turned out the way I want. So I decided to scrap them and record myself. I can say whatever and show them my free emotion. I made the notes to be happy-go-lucky and super chill so it's not a sad thing. It's hard, but I am having more success than just writing it.
 
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Insert a name

Member
Sep 13, 2018
61
I've scribbled some vague things down on a piece of paper. It's not long at all, just a few messy sentences that hopefully convey my desperate feeling. It also says that I love my family.
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
I'm not really leaving a note justifying my actions but rather a note that documents my days leading up to dying.
 
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TheEndOfTime

Member
Sep 27, 2018
21
I've thought about it a lot and think I will leave a small note letting my loved ones know that nothing they could do would of changed my mind and one about how I would like my funeral or lack of funeral in the traditional sense.
 
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Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
Yes. I'm going to leave multiple letters, addressed to different people in my family, life, etc.
 
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AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
Sometimes, not leaving a note says far more than leaving one.
I'm debating just not leaving a note cause I could write a whole essay explaining why I did it when it could be summarized simply as "I'm tired and fuck all y'all I'm going back to bed."
 
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Breksta

Breksta

Member
Jul 20, 2018
5
I have written several notes, my mother even found one. I wrote them because I wanted to let people know how I felt and why I did it (there was also some guilt shaming going on). But know I really don't care if they find or not what I did so I've decided to leave nothing.
 
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ninaevol

ninaevol

Member
Aug 2, 2018
58
Yes, I have delayed emails ready to send to family, friends and classmates.
 
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wagram

Member
Sep 16, 2018
20
I have written two notes. One for my kids and one for my parents. Tell them I'm sorry and it's not their fault etc.
 
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Arvinneedstodie

Arvinneedstodie

Existing is not living
Sep 17, 2018
198
No note. My decision to die is a result of a lifelong struggle, not as a result of some temporary things. Also there is no one on this planet worthy enough for me to put in the effort of writing a note. No one gives a shit about me, and I dont give a shit about anyone.
 
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Cee

Cee

cute girl
Sep 22, 2018
81
I am going to leave video clips.

I tried writing the notes but some reason it just never turned out the way I want. So I decided to scrap them and record myself. I can say whatever and show them my free emotion. I made the notes to be happy-go-lucky and super chill so it's not a sad thing. It's hard, but I am having more success than just writing it.
Wow I really like this idea. I've been trying to decide what to leave behind too, and I think I'll buy a video camera and record myself for a few days and maybe make a few videos about topics i feel i should address, seems like a great plan :)
 
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Fucking loving it

Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
378
I am definitely leaving a note to let my family know to cremate me and mix my ashes with my daughters ashes in a large urn that I will be purchasing.
 
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NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

Specialist
Sep 12, 2018
323
same
No note. My decision to die is a result of a lifelong struggle, not as a result of some temporal things. Also there is no one on this planet worthy enough for me to put in the effort of writing a note. No one gives a shit about me, and I dont give a shit about anyone.
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,215
Definitely a note, there are still people l love very much, one of them will inevitably have to discover me, it's imperative that l let them know I've found peace, didn't suffer and don't want them to grieve.
 

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