I am at peace with death, but not fully with dying for obvious reasons. The process of dying is meant to be as terrifying and as dreadful as possible so we humans avoid it at all costs. However, I am at peace with death because I've fought as hard as I could and still lost. I've called out to God many times with no result. I don't regret the decisions I've made and wouldn't live my life differently if I had the chance. I've suffered enough here, and if there is truly nothing after death, then life was utterly meaningless anyway and I did myself a huge favor by reducing the amount of suffering I would experience. If there is a God, and if He is loving or just in any way (which I believe), then I believe that God will understand the horrible pain and injustices I've experienced and put me in a better place. I've sinned and done bad things on this earth, but I have suffered more than enough here... :(