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indefinitesleep2
Im out
- Jun 29, 2024
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Wondering how people who have decided to ctb feel about their decision, do you feel at peace with knowing you wont exist any longer is there any doubts or anxious feelings about it? how certain are you this is what you want?
I personally know this is really my own escape, i have anhedonia since anti psychotics which makes life completely meaningless that aside tho the thought im going to ctb with sn soon makes me feel a little queasy and anxious when thinking about it.
Whats your thoughts?
I personally know this is really my own escape, i have anhedonia since anti psychotics which makes life completely meaningless that aside tho the thought im going to ctb with sn soon makes me feel a little queasy and anxious when thinking about it.
Whats your thoughts?