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Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
292
I have drank 60% of my days away from alchohol and I have calculated it since the summer. I'm just wondering if anyone else is in the same shit creek that I am in, in regards to using alcohol to escape their daily pain. I'm basically going on a bender until my SN arrives
 
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soonatpeace777888

soonatpeace777888

Arcanist
Jul 4, 2023
412
Just DONT drink and drive, you could hurt someone and it could make it impossible to CTB if you wind up in prison. But yes, I've done the same.
 
Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
292
Tonight I accidentally cut my middle finger pretty badly while drunk and it's been bleeding profusely for the past 20 minutes. I truly feel like I am entering my own rock bottom because I just havent cared for a long time now. My fingers bleeding and I am letting it bleed onto my couch and carpet because I don't have the energy to get up and tend to the wound right now. I want to enjoy the pain and go to sleep
Just DONT drink and drive, you could hurt someone and it could make it impossible to CTB if you wind up in prison. But yes, I've done the same.
I absolutely would never. I care too much about other lives to ever do that. No matter how drunk I get, I know never to do that
 
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Metalhead

Metalhead

Born slippy
Sep 21, 2020
213
Yeah I drink pretty much daily.
 
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NoPoint280491

Ready to checkout
Sep 7, 2024
40
I drink every day. Currently fighting temptation to sneak out and buy my daily bottle of vodka but odds are I will tomorrow on my way to church when my parents are away at a wedding. I really really just want to die but I'm terrified of fucking it up/ don't know where to get SN or pure Helium in the UK
 
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kyhoti

kyhoti

Looking for fair winds and following seas
May 27, 2024
294
I used to be, but quit back in 2022. I'll be going out sober.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,918
I'm an alcoholic but I'm in recovery for many years.
I don't like suffering, which is plentiful in this world so stopped drinking. I go to meetings & all that stuff. I don't mind dying but just don't want to suffer so changed my lifestyle.🌹💔
 
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