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TiredNorthStar
Member
- May 13, 2024
- 9
I just got off a call with my mother, she asks how I'm doing, and all she can come up with is that I "Need to just try" And when I say I'm trying every day, trying to exist in this body that feels like it tortures me for the fun of it, all I get is "Are you really trying though?" Fucking hell I can't do this. Why can't people see I'm clawing at my life, dying would hurt too many people, so I have to force myself alive, but apparently I'm not even trying