Apathy Has Rotted My Brain

[TheGoodGuy]

I have had apathy for 5 years and it feels like it has rotted my brain I feel so demented my cognitive functions are so bad my brain doesn´t work properly and I have constant brainfog this is seriously hell!

I used to have depression from 14-20½ but still had good brain function and I remember hearing about "depression rots the brain" but I think it´s actually apathy because even though I felt horrible with depression it´s not the same as with apathy it´s like I am slightly lobotomized I feel like a zombie I don´t know if anyone can relate to any of this or if it´s just me.

 

[Rollinggirl]

I relate, like because I am disturbed 24 7, I have grown so apathetic to literally everything, yeah my cognitive functions are demented too...and I feel like death, main reason I want to ctb.

 

[glk]

I've got a similiar feeling, as if there's nothing but a machine inside that works automatically. Actually it wouldn't be that bad, if this machine didn't start breaking apart recently.