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SparkleWater

SparkleWater

Member
Oct 13, 2020
78
cant watch tokyo mew mew come back if im dead
 
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Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
Sounds ridiculous but it kinda makes me mad that if I ctb right now, I'll never be able to see the ending of some shows/anime I watch and some manga I read.
Such as One Piece, Detective Conan, Better Call Saul, New Rocky movies, etc.

What about you? Anything "silly" that's keeping you in this world somehow?
Better Call Saul, for sure. The new Dune movie. I'd really like to play the sequel to Breath of the Wild. Now I'm really into For All Mankind on Apple TV.
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
I'd like to visit space before I die.
 
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EDMisgood

EDMisgood

A Visionary
Mar 15, 2021
41
I want to live till overwatch 2 comes out, I just want this game to come alive again sounds stupid BC it's just a game but it means a lot to me personally.
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,801
Maybe not super silly but I want to meet my best friend in real life and share a blunt together while sitting at the seaside and watching the sunset peer over the horizon.
 
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ExhaustedExistence

ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
The new Dr. Strange movie that is coming out next year. I was planning on ctb this year, soon actually but I really want to see that movie. I don't think I could ever forgive myself if I don't see it at least once.
I totally agree. I'm also looking forward to another Marvel incoming movies and miniseries. Unfortunately Marvel has more plans for the future than me. I hope I will be able to see all of them in the afterlife.
 
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walktothewater

Member
Nov 7, 2020
64
Eating chocolate.
 
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fishtacos4me

Member
Apr 15, 2021
45
This may not count since it isn't the biggest reason I don't CTB (biggest reasons are my wife and daughter) however, I do have a fish tank and I worry about what will happen to Mango (a snail) and Allen (an albino catfish) when I'm gone. I'm the only one in my family who knows how to maintain an aquarium.
 

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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,732
This may not count since it isn't the biggest reason I don't CTB (biggest reasons are my wife and daughter) however, I do have a fish tank and I worry about what will happen to Mango (a snail) and Allen (an albino catfish) when I'm gone. I'm the only one in my family who knows how to maintain an aquarium.
I love that you named the snail Mango. That is all.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Hope that this hellish nightmare fades away and I am back to how it was. Not going to happen. Why its silly.
 
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killedbypsychiatry

killedbypsychiatry

drugging kids is abuse
Jan 27, 2021
797
anger, not silly but probably irrational
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
DarkWolf

DarkWolf

Worthless Loser
Mar 29, 2021
201
Was planning to ctb yesterday but some one who i hadnt spoken to in over a year phoned on tuesday to ask me to look after their dogs next week. I couldn't say no. So I guess my date is postponed for a bit.
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
990
My cats, I guess, although that's not really so silly. They're good little fluff friends. Even when I have almost no emotions at all, much less any pleasant ones, I can still detect a little bit of affection for my cats.
 
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Morituri_Te_Salutant

Morituri_Te_Salutant

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Apr 17, 2021
105
Video games, for now at least I guess.
Worldbuilding.
This inner willingness of mine to want to draw (despite extremely poor motivation to do so, probably influenced from the very little encouragement I've received at the time; asides from - I guess - the occasional laziness) things and write stories.

And then - of course, fear of pain, death and whatever comes after it. You can't be sure if something is (or isn't) waiting for you on the other side.
 
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ThrownAwayTom

ThrownAwayTom

Experienced
Oct 3, 2020
276
The new Dune movie. The original 6 books are my favourite series and the new movie has been delayed since 2019. I've watched the trailer countless times.

I guess that's it..
 
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sick.faery

sick.faery

Mar 18, 2021
288
the little nice things like putting a clay mask on, cuddling up all cozy with coffee, taking cute pics, exc
also being super drained & tired all the time, so even if i want to try anything i'm just to tired to
 
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PlushieLover

PlushieLover

XII - THE HANGED MAN
Mar 24, 2021
118
I want to get all the achievements of TBOI Repentance. Is a pretty fun game.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,373
You know me, only excited for upcoming games, movies, and shows as usual. So far the latest thing I can't die before experiencing is going to be in summer of 2022 so hopefully nothing else cool will come out after that.
 
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filthyrottendirty

Experienced
Feb 20, 2021
222
Only silly things are keeping me alive things like anime lol they won't be for long
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Yeah, wondering of you might in fact be a stasi bot / AI with the task of teasing out peoples desires to make their ctb more difficult.

Apart from that, I love cumming on clogs. I have clog fetish so I like to ejaculate on them. But I wouldn't consider that 'silly'.
 
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Storm225

Storm225

Member
Apr 14, 2021
19
Yaa the idea that "it will get better" is pretty silly
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
643
Fear of failing another suicide attempt (KCN). I survived my CTB attempt with SN a few months ago because I drank way too much alcohol to reduce SI :)
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,428
Roglic win tour de france
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
To each their own haha. I like Beck so it's ok.
:)) I don't really hate him. He was a charming, witty alcoholic, but I just know that he would call us silly buggers for taking our misery seriously
 
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Downbylife

Downbylife

Member
Feb 27, 2021
62
Want to play some Diablo 2 Resurrected with my friends again, just for last time
 
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