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Falling_apart

Falling_apart

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Feb 1, 2025
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I'm new here so please forgive me if this has been asked before. I'm looking for a painless poison I can take in bed so I drift off into sleep and never wake up. I've always been terrified of an agonising death or even worse surviving with constant pain or injury. It would have to be something I can order online because I'm a complete shut in.
 
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oneeyed

Arcanist
Oct 11, 2022
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For many people here, SN would be the top choice. You'll probably feel some discomfort in the form of headache, vomitting, nausea but it can do the deed. If it fails, from what I've read, no permanent damage. Opioids with another cns depressant is another choice but again, may lead to lots of vomitting and higher potential of permanent damage if it fails.

Don't think you'll find something where you take as a pill, go to bed, and never wake up without some adverse side effects. Especially not something readily available.

Whatever you decide to do, just don't do anything onna whim, I can assure you that this is a sure way to fail ctb.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just wish for the same, all I hope for is to never wake again, I wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all suffering, I wish I could just choose to sleep eternally. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find peace.
 
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Peter Skellern

Enlightened
Jan 10, 2025
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Don't think you'll find something where you take as a pill, go to bed, and never wake up without some adverse side effects. Especially not something readily available.
That would be nice wouldn't it. Unfortunately I've found you have to literally jump threw hoops to facilitate that.
 
danny10

danny10

Banned
Jan 8, 2025
263
SN is probably considered to be the best method right now. Sure, N is better but nobody seems to be able to get N. SN is available. Just do a lot of Benzos and SN, benzos will make you sleep while SN kills you.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
If only such were readily available.
 

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