Method Anyone with experience with heroin/cocaine?

[oooobeeeeii]

Will it be a good way to ctb? I never even tried any of that. Will it be peaceful?

 

[Kundalini Guy]

No, they are both very painful and overdosing on them will feel like a scary nightmare. Please consider therapy or opening up and speaking to your family or friends.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

No, they are both very painful and overdosing on them will feel like a scary nightmare. Please consider therapy or opening up and speaking to your family or friends.

Lol I tried it all. This isnt my first option

 

[Kundalini Guy]

Lol I tried it all. This isnt my first option

How old are you?

 

[LittleJem]

No, they are both very painful and overdosing on them will feel like a scary nightmare. Please consider therapy or opening up and speaking to your family or friends.

seriously. Cocaine is amazing not painful. Heroin is a peaceful exit to OD. But it makes you feel sick the first time. You haven't tried either.
Talking to family/friends as a cure for being suicidal. Please.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

How old are you?

I am 18, have been in therapy, hospitalized, on meds, its not that easy to just talk to family or friends that dont understand and get better.

 

[Kundalini Guy]

I am 18, have been in therapy, hospitalized, on meds, its not that easy to just talk to family or friends that dont understand and get better.

I have been in a similar state with Schizo and multiple psychotic episodes, I say try to live to your mid twenties at least and see if you have gotten better. I noticed a lot of my suffering went away once I was properly out of teenagehood (mid twenties). You start to become more mature, wiser and start to care less about things you can't control like the past. By that age your brain has also fully grown so life gets a little easier and better too.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

I have been in a similar state with Schizo and multiple psychotic episodes, I say try to live to your mid twenties at least and see if you have gotten better. I noticed a lot of my suffering went away once I was properly out of teenagehood (mid twenties). You start to become more mature, wiser and start to care less about things you can't control like the past. By that age your brain has also fully grown so life gets a little easier and better too.

Yeah, I am trying to have that mindset

 

[NorthernMonkey]

I can't think of a worse way than coke, heart racing until it gives in, no thanks. Plus if you are young and fit you would need a lot. Of course if you tried to overdose by snorting it, at some point you would feel so good that you'd forget why you started in the first place :)

 

[oooobeeeeii]

I can't think of a worse way than coke, heart racing until it gives in, no thanks. Plus if you are young and fit you would need a lot. Of course if you tried to overdose by snorting it, at some point you would feel so good that you'd forget why you started in the first place :)

HAHAH that would be so fucking funny. To hit me and ill be so good that I wouldnt want to ctb then.

 

[NorthernMonkey]

Only afterwards when the crashing lows hit you :) A short escape from the misery of life can be nice though, even if you do pay for it after. Mind you, if you are feeling so bad that checking out seems like a good option, how much worse could it get!

 

[SanctionedSquad]

Heroin is a strong downer and cocaine is a strong upper, they kinda cancel each other out, very bad idea.
A pure cocaine overdose will be disgusting, every upper overdose is.
A pure Heroin overdose will be one of the best deaths If it works, it takes some time and if you are found you get naloxoned and wake up in extreme withdrawal in a hospital.