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AltF4Mylife

AltF4Mylife

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Oct 10, 2025
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ANYONE WITH BIPOLAR DISORDER WANT TO HAVE A CHAT?
 
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mikidagreen

mikidagreen

dismal enjoyer
Apr 14, 2026
38
dont really wanna chat but yea i have it too, its a hellish mish-mash of every extreme emotion you can have. i smoked weed to help against it for a while but i have no access anymore so i might check out soon.
 
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Kanau_Nano

Kanau_Nano

Experienced
Apr 12, 2026
241
I have BPD and Bipolar. It sucks a lot. I've done crazy things
 
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meowzers3276

meowzers3276

Student
Mar 28, 2026
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bipolar 2 and huge motive for ctb is knowing even with meds and shit i'll still fuck up my life with this stupid ass brain of mine
 
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DoomsdayCTB

DoomsdayCTB

Member
Apr 24, 2026
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Would love to! I'm new to this board... not sure if I can do chats yet. Or just talk here.
 
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ilovenewyork

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Nov 16, 2025
306
Yes I have II feel free to chat me
 
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Endisclose

Arcanist
Oct 23, 2023
414
Yeah , I have Bipolar type 1 besides having BPD, PTSD, OCD. It just makes life miserable.
 
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SilentHill

SilentHill

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May 1, 2026
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I live with this disorder, and so do my mom and my brother
You can imagine what a nightmare it is, haha
Feel free to chat with me anytime
 

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