Anyone wish you had never existed?

[Tintypographer]

Like there was nothing to you ever? Your very existence had never occurred, not that the world would be better off without you but that no part of you ever existed at all. Not born, not.lived, not smiled, not loved yourself or hated yourself, not any part of you ever became. You never got here, no one ever knew you and no one has to worry about you being gone?

 

[Rn110bg101]

My life in a nutshell. If only I hadn't existed, all of this would be so much easier.

 

[rebelsue]

Like there was nothing to you ever? Your very existence had never occurred, not that the world would be better off without you but that no part of you ever existed at all. Not born, not.lived, not smiled, not loved yourself or hated yourself, not any part of you ever became. You never got here, no one ever knew you and no one has to worry about you being gone?

Yes I am pretty sure I should not have been born. Or at least should not have survived anywhere near this long. I was a mistake in nature and a freak accident of cell division.

 

[deadpixels]

This is the ultimate dream!

 

[Fire&Ash]

I was born three months premature and I swear I shouldn't have lived

 

[Final Escape]

Yes, I'm miserable and I just bring misery to others. I have proof.

 

[Conker]

Every breath is a prayer for this wish. I really fucking hate this world.

 

[StillWaiting]

Everyday. It is a mistake

 

[Green Destiny]

Yes. Especially since I was an unplanned pregnancy.

 

[The Dark Chaos]

Yess. I reallyy wish I never existed. Damn it. I never wannaa exist in future as well. I wish no one had ever known me. I hate myself. Each and every minuscule part of me.

 

[Wheelz1985]

If it were not for the few people I've loved in life,I would say yes. Some people I've had in my life,I feel greatful for even having met them. My life is shit and I want to die. But it wasn't always that way.

 

[RayoSinSol]

Of course. But now it's up to me to fix someone else's naive mistake.

 

[Rockman]

Yes totally.

 

[Cutepoison]

Yes, exactly what i want. I hope that dying will bring about that.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Sure. My whole life not worth it.

 

[Flump]

My life has been so hard, I should never have existed. I just want it all to end now.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Every single second of every single day.

 

[xalltoowell]

Like, every day. Always wonder why someone with multiple mental disorders and a shitty alcoholic thought it was a good idea to procreate lol

 

[Lucifer'sRight]

NO. I don't mix the concept of myself with the concept of my suffering. Neither am i equating "my life" to suffering. This life is a fucking parody of a life, not a real one. I literally see my existence as so unreal, that i dont even call it my life.

 

[Soul]

My parents had no business having offspring.

 

[Bct]

Indeed, I am a proof of a living mistake

 

[zi99]

I wanted my parents not to meet and I was not born

 

[PrettyMoose]

Yes. If I could I would go back in time and undo my existence before it had a chance to begin.

"Life is deplorable. It was always something regrettable and miserable and it will always be; therefore not being is better than being." - Philipp Mainländer

 

[Nolye]

Yes, every single day for the past 15 years. To be honest, I have the feeling that if I was born in the animal kingdom, natural selection would have taken care of me long ago.

 

[kukookat90]

Only every day. Clearly, this would be the best solution. Ending it typically involves pain to other people, even if we think it won't. I don't want to cause anyone any trauma. Sometimes I think that's why I alienate people. It's like I'm trying to eliminate the people that might actually care so that when I vanish nobody gets hurt

 

[Talokin]

Yes.
And I refuse to have any sort of remembrance of my life when it ends.

 

[X-Kid]

As someone who was also born 3 months premature I felt that's was a sign back then I shouldn't exist. Wish my mother had an abortion when she could have. The last 10+ years have been hell and a struggle.

 

[itsamadworld]

All the time!

 

[in hell out soon]

Always.

I wish I was the child aborted. The twins that would have come after me would've at least had each other... and they'd be so much better than me in every way.

Don't get me wrong, I am completely pro-choice, I just wish I was the one that didn't live instead.

 

[Erase.myself]

Yes. My twin sister and I were born 14 weeks premature and were considered "failure to thrive." And we somehow survived by having heart surgery etc. My sister died last year and she had a lot of health issues, whereas I turned out with a lot of mental health issues. I do not feel like I was even supposed to be here; to exist.

I'll be seeing you so soon sis. 2 days.