Anyone wanna die because they can't adult?

[spinningharmonica]

Die. My Dad is prepared to take care of me but I get worse every day and I can't put that burden on him. Besides that won't alleviate my despair. I basically have a psychotic episode or dissasociate every time I go to the grocery store now. Having trouble acquiring poison though.

I should die too.

 

[author]

I'm 20 and that's one of my main reasons. Being disabled, I can't adult the way people want me to. I can't get a job, or generate income unless my art somehow takes off. Doubtful, at this point. I don't think I'll be taken care of, but that'd be a dream.

Somehow I wonder if I should just go before I hit 25, since I'm worried it'll get worse as I get older. That's been the pattern for me, people telling me it'll get better in highschool, or in college, and then it just gets worse because I can't keep up.

 

[patheticpartner]

A hundred percent, and I'm too lazy/unmotivated to learn. The struggle isn't worth the reward for me

 

[motel rooms]

I'm only 40, so I don't have to worry about adulting yet. I'm getting married soon & I'm really looking forward to becoming an adulterer though

 

[Painless_end]

"adulting" is hard but necessary.

And I completely understand if someone wants to CTB because they can't handle real adulthood because I am in the same boat

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, in my case I cannot cope with life at all. I am simply not meant for this world. Things that others can easily do, I struggle with. I have very low intelligence. I have no will to live either and no energy. Everything stresses me out. I want nothing to do with life and I do not want to participate in it. I hate how I was forced to live. I want to be nothing.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I can relate 100%. I'm already 34. I'm immature and irresponsible beyond belief….. I think I wasn't meant to be…..it's really sad….

 

[PatheticCase]

I'll be 24 soon I don't think I can handle another year of this.

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

Nah. If anything I think responsibility is what makes me feel worthwhile. It's like.. come at me with all your faults, world, I at least have my shit together.

 

[Seafoam]

Nah. If anything I think responsibility is what makes me feel worthwhile. It's like.. come at me with all your faults, world, I at least have my shit together.

That's good that you have that at least.

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

That's good that you have that at least.

Yeah, I definitely am grateful for that.

 

[existtosuffer]

It's not that I can't. I just find it fucking depressing. I've already done 10 years of 'adulting' and the thought of doing it for another 30-40 years just to retire & wait to die seems pointless.

 

[fox_wannabe]

Yeah. I cannot hold job or study, I am too lazy to do so. I am financial burden and mom worries about me. I do not want to end up like mu aunt - 40 years old, no job, living of parents rent. It would be such a failure. Besides world is going to shit, making being adult even more difficult.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Yes. And I'm too depressed/unmotivated to learn and my brain is injured already from medications, alcohol abuse I'm a goner. No financial future and no social future.

 

[Pallf]

Yeah this adulting thing is bullshit. I feel like I'm not hitting milestones like I should be and it just depresses me. I hear all this talk about how it's ok for young adults to still live with their parents, but I can't make myself believe that and I loathe myself more every day.

 

[Snake of Eden]

yes. I never been good at being an adult. It is the worst thing that happened to me. Still 36 and cant be independent even though i tried many times but always unsuccessfully

 

[Alec]

I'm 24 too and I completely agree. There are are times I feel incredibly useless and like I can't do anything at all and all of it is just too much to keep up with this. Adulting is so fucking hard, I hate it and I'm not good at it at all.