Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
I almost feel like I have become a bit of a bore and inconvenience to those around me and a bit of a infringement on their happy and content life's.
When you have felt depressed for years , it's like you should be better now and people may hear you but not truly listen.
Your problems,pain and suffering is still very real and sometimes I feel guilty because of the way I feel and how society thinks time is a healer but I don't think this is true in all cases and the light inside us has gone out almost like a candle in the wind effected by the surrounding inner storms of life.
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
470
Well, they asked for it.

I try to stay the hell away from people, but they still end up bothering me eventually. When they do, might as well burden the hell out of them. They're the ones who came to me, not the other way around.

I make it a point not to approach others with my curse, but if they approach me it's no holds barred. If I'm having a shitty time, I'm not going to pretend I'm not.
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
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I almost feel like I have become a bit of a bore and inconvenience to those around me and a bit of a infringement on their happy and content life's.
When you have felt depressed for years , it's like you should be better now and people may hear you but not truly listen.
Your problems,pain and suffering is still very real and sometimes I feel guilty because of the way I feel and how society thinks time is a healer but I don't think this is true in all cases and the light inside us has gone out almost like a candle in the wind effected by the surrounding inner storms of life.

Absolutely. Why burden my family or friends with my pain when I plan to be rid of it myself. Anything I trying to explain will fall on deaf ears anyway. It feels cold and hard for me to shun everyone out, but I belive it's kindness in the long run.
 
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MachineGunDani

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
336
I feel the same. I'm a burden on people and I hate it! I can't just turn off my depression and most people disagree with that. They think I should exercise or get a hobby lol. It's like they think I'm faking it! Why the fuck would I pretend to b miserable 24/7? Lol that's just stupid.
 
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bbq1

Gone
Aug 3, 2018
323
You've gotta up your game now Lara.
 
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