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heyismeman

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Jan 29, 2025
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I know it's a longshot but if anyone knows how to source it for a terminally I'll person who doesn't want to bankrupt my family and want to have a say on when I go. I prefer it to SN but I know it's a guarantee regardless of pain etc.. if someone does pls do pm or say it here thank you
 
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jellie

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cyanide is something that is used to poison people so it is pretty regulated. you wouldn't be able to just buy it. SN is honestly easier to come by since it is also used as a preservative for meat
 
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heyismeman

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Jan 29, 2025
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cyanide is something that is used to poison people so it is pretty regulated. you wouldn't be able to just buy it. SN is honestly easier to come by since it is also used as a preservative for meat
Man I wanna die in 4 minutes after taking a huge dose not 4 hours

Yea but come on man doesn't seem realistic
 
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MatrixPrisoner

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Jul 8, 2023
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Man I wanna die in 4 minutes after taking a huge dose not 4 hours

Yea but come on man doesn't seem realistic
It's more realistic than thinking anyone here can tell you wear to easily get a regulated amount. 🤷🏻‍♂️
 
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heyismeman

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Jan 29, 2025
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Theres an eastern european clearner element collecting/chemical side where you can get it easy
I'm attempting to open the private chat but SS isn't allowing me to view it, any way you can hint at it here, it would mean a lot I'm on mobile and don't own a pc
 
Endofpain

Endofpain

Student
Dec 21, 2024
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I'm attempting to open the private chat but SS isn't allowing me to view it, any way you can hint at it here, it would mean a lot I'm on mobile and don't own a pc
No sources from me. I have already given enough if not too much info.

Keep in mind that cyanide is regarded as especially painful. I would EVEN prefer SN to cyanide :)

The painless cyanide CTB is a HCN capsule made from a cyanide salt. And i am sure nobody here is able to make that themselves.
 
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tiredash

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Dec 5, 2024
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in my country spain, years ago searched for it and found a site that was for watchmakers supplies, and bought 1 kg of cyanide there, and it was cheap, like 60€. im worried it has gonne bad, since i opened it and has a hard smell of amonia... i searched again and found another site, 500 g for 120€, but it costed me much more to find this one, tho i didnt buy it. in a few years i might not find anything at all
 
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heyismeman

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Jan 29, 2025
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No sources from me. I have already given enough if not too much info.

Keep in mind that cyanide is regarded as especially painful. I would EVEN prefer SN to cyanide :)

The painless cyanide CTB is a HCN capsule made from a cyanide salt. And i am sure nobody here is able to make that themselves.
You don't think you could hint at it man, truly it would mean alot
 

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