Anyone in nz have a way to die?

[Anje]

I need to die asap but have no way of doing so! Anyone have a gun. I cant seem to succeed partial hanging. Theres no where i can jump off from and drowning is also impossible.

 

[Conflicted Cat]

As a fellow New Zealander, I know how you feel. It's hard CTB here. I tried hanging once, and my survival instinct kicked in so hard. Doesn't help that guns are practically impossible to get too.