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madgod

madgod

psycho, bi, wanting to die • 22
May 26, 2020
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diagnosed psychotic, borderline, and a traumagenic system. i have anywhere from 3-13 alters and some of them want us alive while others are more dangerous than me. i've had some slice my arms open and in the same moment switch and call emergency services.
anyone here deal with alters and other personalities? what's that like for you? what are their views on this sort of thing? have you ever had an alter stop you? have you ever had one assist you?
 
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Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
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I was curious if you felt they manifested at the same time or knew what the other was doing.
 
madgod

madgod

psycho, bi, wanting to die • 22
May 26, 2020
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I was curious if you felt they manifested at the same time or knew what the other was doing.
mine all cohabitate, we are all aware of eachother and what the others do. it's like sitting in a room with people but the room is our head. it's both annoying but hey, i'm never alone. sometimes we can hide things fom each other but it's not that easy. especially if our body thinks we are in danger.
 
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The swan sang with a broken neck
Apr 21, 2020
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Yes, when I was younger. I had many personalities, and I believed that each one of them did something hidden from me, as I had memory loss frequently. Possible psychoses. Today I believe I have more control over them.
 
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madgod

madgod

psycho, bi, wanting to die • 22
May 26, 2020
51
Yes, when I was younger. I had many personalities, and I believed that each one of them did something hidden from me, as I had memory loss frequently. Possible psychoses. Today I believe I have more control over them.
do you still interact with them? (weird wording ik). i use to miss big chunks of time but we are working together better now and they don't hide as much stuff from me. pretty sure if they went away i would jump onto the highway, i'd be completely alone at that point /:
 
madgod

madgod

psycho, bi, wanting to die • 22
May 26, 2020
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hmm bump because i want more people to talk to :,)
 

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