Risperidone! Did so much damage to me I can't even hear or read that name! That and Quetiapine!
OMG, Risperidone is why I am on SS, it has totally destroyed my life, I was on 2mg and at 6 months I would wake up after 4 hours sleep at 1 year suffered from anxiety, erectile dysfunction lost my taste for tea/coffee and cigarettes then I just couldn't move I lost my energy and motivation it was like the locked in syndrome, I worked in the City clean shaved suited and booted for over 30 years and I didn't want to talk to anyone and when people talked to me I couldn't respond, I grew a beard I hate beards or stubble but I couldn't do nothing, I got out of bed walked to the living room and sat and said nothing just watching TV and surfing the net. I stopped myself and started suffering from tinnitus lucky it was only minor still get it but I don't notice it most days, it's improved not sure if that's down to vitamins.
About 15 months after stopping all drugs the side effects were still there I was stuffed my only break came when I noticed I bought my mum some really expensive vitamins and she never used them they were Vitamin D, Cod Liver Oil and Turmeric and after popping them the next day my mind was clearer so I kept taking them and added a multivitamins and minerals complex and I improved. I have trouble sleeping I try to go to bed at 2am and get up at 10am but that's a struggle, I have been asking the NHS psychiatrist coordinator for a AD for almost 2 years and the shit has ignored my e-mails I actually spoke to the psychiatrist 1 month ago and he said he can give me a short dose of drugs to help me sleep still not heard nothing but fuck them I have done it on my own, lucky I was researching and buying drugs and paying for testosterone tests myself as all my doctors were female, lol but I thought sod it I have paid tax and national insurance for over 30 years so it's time I got something out of it and I met a french doctor I asked for 7.5 zoplicane and she gave me by mistake the lower dose I was on the telephone with her and she said she made a mistake but will double it up I ended up with a months supply, woohoo. I told the doctor about 10 times everything is caused by Risperidone side effects and she wouldn't believe me and then she said I will give you Mirtazapine, not a word about any side effects so I don't think GP's and Doctors know what they peddle but she was nice and gave me nice drugs so I never belittled her,
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If I can beat my insomnia I will be OK even though I have lost my independence and career but I need a 3 week Thailand detox to flush all the crap out of my system and lose 2 or 3 stone as they have no TV so you just concentrate on getting fit but it's the bloody Covid 19 everything is closed.
Anyway that's my rant over,
Good luck I hope things improve for you,
Cheers
Geo
I just checked my online GP records and the Dr has prescribed me 15mg Mirtazapine as a starting dose, so I think this is to much after the feedback and reviews, so I will cut the tablets in half she has given me 1 month supply with automatic renewal but I will try it for a week to see how I get on like all reviews there are good and bad but I have no discipline and an addictive personality so I hope I don't get the munchies.
Thanks for your help guy's and girls,
Cheers
Geo