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folly_

folly_

on my puter (“ρ`)
Oct 28, 2024
37
ive been trying to think if theres anything major that i want to do before i ctb, and couldnt really think of much. one thing i really want to do is just disappear for one day, out in nature alone,,, anyways just wondering what other people really want to do someday. even if its just a movie you want to see lol
 
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ThisGameIsOverrated

Experienced
May 6, 2024
226
Sort of, I don't necessarily have to achieve all those goals before I die but since it seems like CTBing won't be possible anytime soon I feel like I might as well have something to do in the meantime.
 
eepymumu8

eepymumu8

Using Translator
Nov 5, 2024
25
I can't think of anything either.
Hmm... I want to go to Disneyland. If some guy just showed up and, ta-da, made it happen for me lol There isn't one in my country.
But realistically I'm not actually want it
 
shtangley01

shtangley01

Member
Apr 28, 2024
25
There's lots of things I'd love to do someday... own a home, raise a kid, work a fulfilling and steady job doing animation long-term, establish a stable routine for myself, spill my guts to a therapist, get married, have sex, make a game... but none of it feels tangible. none of it feels possible. The only real goal I have for this lifetime is to outlive my mom, and I'm starting to care less and less about that as well. This recent election especially has had me regretting the fact that my dad's outburst back when he was still around got all the guns in the house confiscated. besides, I think anything good would be wasted on me. its not like I care, really.
 
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neonzebra

neonzebra

Member
Sep 11, 2022
77
Travelling in south America would be great.
And having a kid.
I think I'm getting too tired and old for those things now.
 
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NeoN0va

NeoN0va

nearing the end
Sep 24, 2024
211
Ive had a gigantic bucket list, but its never going to happen. I wanted to travel around the world, make friends, spend the time with them and have the best moments of my life with them. Watch comets, sunsets, play games, hang out at night under the amazing neons of tokyo, go to a karaoke, go to bars, have fun.
 
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Tac0Johnz

Tac0Johnz

Potato OlƩ
Sep 19, 2024
92
Finish watching my shows, movies, and games, And completely fill out my Sketchbook. (I'd love to have a family with my ldr bf but I know I won't live long to see that) oh and pet a cat
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Nope, there's nothing in life that I want to do
 

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