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ImNotReal

ImNotReal

Don't wake me up
Jan 18, 2025
224
I kinda just want to read them. Of course only if you're comfortable with it haha, they're kinda fascinating to me? I feel the love poured into all of them. Here's mine if you want to read it

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Google docs can be used for doxing.


I'll probably edit it a billion times before I go though
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
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My suicide note is poured with hate instead as I want to make my parents suffer as much as possible from my death as punishment for creating and trapping me here.
 
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ImNotReal

ImNotReal

Don't wake me up
Jan 18, 2025
224
My suicide note is poured with hate instead as I want to make my parents suffer as much as possible from my death as punishment for creating and trapping me here.
Fuck I feel this. I specifically didn't mention my parents in mine because I don't feel like I owe them anything. I wanted my note to be benign? Not positive or negative really. Mentioning my parents would automatically be a negative thing yk. The red ink and the ripped out notebook page really adds to it though. I mean that genuinely. I don't know if your intention was to make art or whatever but id hang this on my wall. Tells a good story I dunno. Thank you for sharing !
 
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heartinparadise

heartinparadise

life is short, make it shorter
Mar 3, 2024
131
I've made a bunch, they've gotten shorter through each rewrite,

the latest is:

hello, I've likely gone by now. I'm here to address some things.
- don't hold a funeral [burn what remains of me and scatter my ashes randomly]
- recycle what's left of my body, I've already signed myself up for organ donation but I don't know how much of me would still be useable by the time it's extracted [don't let my body go to waste!]
how I've done it: neck + rope, partial
bye!
 
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lamy's sacred sleep

lamy's sacred sleep

what's a way to just be competent
Nov 22, 2024
1,512
here's my old suicide note, it's pretty bad but im writing another one

 
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