leloyon
I'll see you in the Wired.
- Feb 4, 2023
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I don't really have celeb crushes per-se, I don't really get too attached to celebrities, or at least I haven't found one that I am attached to, probably due to being unable to relate to them.
The closest thing I had was with Kozue Aikawa, a youtuber who makes dance videos. When I was a teenager I found her to be very cute and would watch some of her old videos to motivate me to go to school or fulfill other obligations when I was struggling. Watching her mannerisms would warm my heart, though at the cost of envy due to gender dysphoria.
I wouldn't say I was sexually attracted to her, and I don't even know if I was romantically attracted to her considering how unfamiliar I am with the concept of love, but looking at her would brighten me just a little bit. Maybe I had a feeling of wanting to protect her too? I don't know, I'm not an expert in these feelings.
I'm more of a waifu person anyway. 3DPD doesn't appeal to me. 2D is much nicer.
The closest thing I had was with Kozue Aikawa, a youtuber who makes dance videos. When I was a teenager I found her to be very cute and would watch some of her old videos to motivate me to go to school or fulfill other obligations when I was struggling. Watching her mannerisms would warm my heart, though at the cost of envy due to gender dysphoria.
I wouldn't say I was sexually attracted to her, and I don't even know if I was romantically attracted to her considering how unfamiliar I am with the concept of love, but looking at her would brighten me just a little bit. Maybe I had a feeling of wanting to protect her too? I don't know, I'm not an expert in these feelings.
I'm more of a waifu person anyway. 3DPD doesn't appeal to me. 2D is much nicer.