anyone elses life beyond repair?

[_Minsk]

for me its one of the worst things. it always lingers in the back of your mind but you just cant solve it. living a normal life with things like chronic health issues is just literal torture for some. things just stack up. ive tried almost all things i could find but nothing worked. im tired of it and over time anger and frustration just builds up naturally. i feel like i want to burn down all of this, if my life is supposed to be that way then im out for good. im definitely not going to take this rubbish for much longer. si got me so far but whats the point of survival if theres no quality of life left?

 

[Darkover]

i am in the same boat It's horrible feeling living with a brain injury like there's only one way out death and that everything is stacked against you. The weight of chronic suffering, frustration, and the constant reminder that things won't get better is unbearable.

 

[Solace]

Yes, same here. It's not fair.

 

[PI3.14]

Beyond repair? No. It's repairable but not within the time frame I desire. I.e., it will take longer than what I want.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I don't know if mine is "beyond repair", but I feel it's just too late to bother trying. I can never get out of life, anymore, what I truly need, so I see no point. I'm a whole bunch of days late and many dollars short, so to speak.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Not my life, but the world I was born into is beyond repair. I simply don't belong in it.

 

[Michi_Violeta]

Beyond repair? No. It's repairable but not within the time frame I desire. I.e., it will take longer than what I want.

I feel exactly the same. It's repairable, but I'm too tired and too broken to do it and it won't be solved in the timeframe I desire.

I already tried. Several times. For years. I kept postponing my suicide despite having thoughts. Life just had to show me again that I don't deserve a woman to love or a dream to work for. So suicide it is...

 

[davidtorez]

My degenerative condition is getting worse with age, unless there's a cure to aging I'm fucked

 

[jay_y]

I am suffering unbearable pain daily for the last 3 months. Pain that no human alive should bear because of constant muscle contracture. I can't sleep, I cant exist in any position. Its a rare incurable disease that tortures people alive. I have tardive dystonia caused by medicine wrongly prescribed for me. I even started to have unvoluntary body contortions that you see in horror movies. Doctors are clueless and can't do nothing and I can't stop my pain.

I am only 20. And I have to part ways with my mother for which I have a love that it's beyond words. But my conditions is getting worse and she will have a heart attack from the stress of seeing me succumb slowly and be trapped in my body for who knows how long.
I hope our spirits will meet at some point in the afterlife, so that we can stay in each others embrace forever.

This world took everything from me and I can't even have a death with dignity, after all they've done to me.

 

[Boots2Scoots]

yeppp. And the worst part is.... it's all my fault. Mental health problems I could fight/maintain. Life was/is still great at the moment. Family awesome. Friends are the best anyone could ask for in life. But I still went a fucked it all up. I was always good at self sabotage but on this level? I should be shot. (Wish tf someone would too) maybe I'll go to kensington and fuck with people until it happens, who knows?

 

[needinghelp]

Yeah I managed to fuck up a decent life. All beyond repair now. Just need to do the best for my family I can. I've a large life insurance policy that's ran for years. The suicide clause exception was one year from inception. That's long gone. It's the best thing I can do for them all now.

 

[ventingfrustrations]

I fucked up royally I don't know if I'll ever be happy I'm in pain every day from depression I have si every day I'm thinking of buying street Xanax for the pain or something to help me every time I see someone I know I know that I'm lying to them and it makes me feel worse
I can't ever tell them
Never I want to die with my secret, they don't even know that I'm self harming or suicidal