Discussion Anyone else too broke to die?

[LunarEc]

I do have access to a knife and a bridge, but the bridge is over a river, it's roughly 40-50ft above. Not enough to kill me. I am weak when it comes to cutting. I cut myself sometimes, but it's with a razor and I don't really get past that many layers probably two. To reach a major artery I need to cut with a knife way deeper. That's almost impossible for me.

I'm so broke I can't afford shit right now. No SN nothing at all. I got plenty of time to save up some but I hope I'll eventually gather up the money enough to buy the stuff.
I can only overdose/poison myself. Other methods are so hard to go through.

 

[sadalways]

That was the case for me, i do get some money but i have really bad spending habits and i spend it first day on the most useless shit ever. i hope you'll be able to save up too, i wish you the best.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm too broke to access N but the irony is If I could access it (traveling) I wouldn't be suicidal.

I'm sorry you have to go through this.

 

[Willy Wonka]

yea postpoing buying SN forever cause I can´t even afford that, saving up is also not an option for me wtf

I'm too broke to access N but the irony is If I could access it (traveling) I wouldn't be suicidal.

I'm sorry you have to go through this.

I can relate so much. I always think like "if I´d be able to bring myself in a position to actually kms I would have already undergone such a transformation of all aspects of my life that I would probably not even wanna ctb"

 

[wonderfulheaven]

i've been stuck in the same situation, really feels like being imprisoned

 

[Hollowman]

It doesn't matter how broke someone is. If a person has functional hands/arms they have access to a tourniquet.

 

[manicstreetbeeper]

i'm just completely starving. some people say it can't be done, but especially if there isn't a lot of fat on the body, i'd expect cardiac arrest at some point. i have a lot of willpower and restraint.

 

[LunarEc]

i'm just completely starving. some people say it can't be done, but especially if there isn't a lot of fat on the body, i'd expect cardiac arrest at some point. i have a lot of willpower and restraint.

starving is definitely no way to go, I wish you feel less pain at least.

It doesn't matter how broke someone is. If a person has functional hands/arms they have access to a tourniquet.

you mean like to strangle yourself? I hate the risks that come with that. Brain damage, coma, and so many more. It's also pretty painful to stop breathing.

 

[Hollowman]

starving is definitely no way to go, I wish you feel less pain at least.

you mean like to strangle yourself? I hate the risks that come with that. Brain damage, coma, and so many more. It's also pretty painful to stop breathing.

Yes, just a matter of will and how desperate a person is. If it's done right unconsciousness comes fast.